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Janelle. Born on 16th April.
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    Posted by Tuesday, June 06, 2006 6/06/2006 09:53:00 PM with 0 notes | add more notes

    I'm scared. so scared. I'm so lost. what should I do? Friends? or foes? I don't know.

    You people are hypocrites. You act great. you act cool. you act friendly. what for? for your popularity? for your reputation in the school?


    no.

    Then what for?

    Despise. Hatred. Friendliness. Happiness. They are all mixed up in my head. in my heart. I ahte that. I want to see the real you. the REAL you.. I want true people, to be my friends. I want the truth out of eveything. I hate being kept in the dark of something. I don't want that to happen..

    You lied. I gave you a few chances and yet, you still lied. I can't believe what kind of friends you are. or rather.. WERE WE FRIENDS FROM THE BEGINNING? I don't know. but I want to know.

    What's good for you if you lied? You won't get more true friends. You think at a new place, in a new environment, you can survive? You think you are popular? hahs. you are so wrong. SO wrong..

    You forgot your good friends. All the good friends and all the friends who accepted you as you are. WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU? Why can't people change? Why can't some people just wake up and face the world and reality?



    ...








    Lets talk about something nice. (= Haizz. Miao and I took a picture. (together). FINALLY. I didn't want to. Then she said all these BLAH BLAH BLAH and I had to take a photo. (= But it turned out good. I THINK. Lolz. Don't let her see this. Well, hahax. That time she went out with this gurl called ***. (cannot sae. cuz she might read. (=) hahax. Miao didn't take my advice and ended up not very nicely. Lolzlolz. hahax. It was so funny when she told me what happened. *** was kind of like.. Retarded? Lolzlolz. haizz. L8er goin to watch "Omen" with Miaoz at Jurong East.
    still got some time left. Art Camp was last week. (30th & 31st May). It was, erm, weird? okies. maybe okay okay larz. hahax. But then the item we ahd to put up was hilarious. Lolzlolz. Haizz. Our group did "Jian dan Ai" by Jay. 1 gal (Jia Yun) and 2 guys (Jeremy and one I dunnoe hu) were the lead singer. Then they didn't want to stand at the front. So they stood at the side. It was so embarrassing. haizzz. Cuz last minute mah.. so no-one knew the steps. Then we were so DIAO up there. ahhh.... so embarrassing. hahahahax. But it was fun. we got to know more people and friends there.
    Miao and I were unhappy and complaining about something that time. (Not fight) haizz. We.. nvm. cannot sae. anyway. yea. and the Sec 4s had to go. *pretend to be sad* hahax. but then how to be sad when we don't even know them? okays. maybe for a few months or so. Yeas. We starting on the BIG Mosaic piece. I wonder who will be in the new Art Club comm. hahax.
    Haizzz. so bored. AH. sorrys. write until here liao. got to go meet miaoz liao.

    buh byees! (=(=

    -lost in my heart. confused feelings. mixed emotions. what should I do? ...