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LAST DAY OF HOLS
Posted by Sunday, June 22, 2008 6/22/2008 01:54:00 PM with 0 notes | add more notes

Today is the LAST DAY OF SCHOOL HOLIDAYS D:

Sian. Why sku hols past so fast?? Haiz... T.T I haven't even do finish the stupid maths. Zzzzzzzzz... I dun wan sku reopen leh... ): Haizzz...

Anyway, yesterday is a memorable day. I turned out to noe aLOT of stuff. lols :D

So much stuff left. Wahh. Sian. Why sku starts so fast lar. 4 weeks very short de u noe?? Plus got a lot projects too. >< _________="


okay. I shall go chiong maths. lalala... lol. Im looking forward to Elective :DD yay haha.

I wanna eat fruits :/
lol. random.



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恩.
Posted by Tuesday, June 17, 2008 6/17/2008 10:27:00 PM with 0 notes | add more notes

現在心情很是不好, 所以來用華文打字. 突然覺得, 繁體字好漂亮~ 呵呵. 拜詩梅所賜. 哈哈哈.

決定隨便寫點什麽. 雖然我華文不怎麽好... :S 隨便啦. [ 給華文頂呱呱的人: SHOO! (:D) ]


人生的道路好長,好遙遠。一切會發生的事情都不在我們所能控制的範圍内。好複雜。帶着愉快的心情踏出門,卻不知道迎接自己的會是什麽。有時候一個人的時候,就會一邊聼着音樂,一邊想着一些事情... 有好多事情需要我去煩惱,有好多事情需要我去解決以及下定論。
所有的人,都有一個活在這世上的理由,都有一個自己可以努力奮鬥的目標。可我呢? 我沒有目標。長大后,跟著情況的突變,以及在那成長的過程中,我學了許多,領悟到了許多,也明白了許多。童年時候那些純真的夢想,都隨著時間的流逝而破滅。突然,發現自己失去了人生的目標。


.... Yeah that was crap... ><





















tataaaaaa//



Beach + Film
Posted by 6/17/2008 11:47:00 AM with 0 notes | add more notes

Saturday was so FUN :D hahas. Me, Jinxin, Jiahui and Siting went East Coast Park :D

Met Siting at Buona MRT station. I was late. But she was later=___= LOL. Went Orchard Road (Takashimaya) with her. Her laptop was spoilt so she went there to pass it to a relative of hers. hahas. Then we got lost in Takashimaya. Duno walked for how long in Takashimaya. Got lost. So we went to da-bao fast food. Macs dun haf student meal-.-, so da-baoed KFC.

Uh. Uhh. Uhhh. Then we went to Pasir Ris to meet Jinxin and Jiahui. It was like what, 3+? yea. So we decided not to go bowling, and just go straight to ECP. Dongchen and Ak are supposed to come. But Dongchen is celebrating Hongdou's bdae, and Ak is very sick and lying on the bed cannot move those kind (sound like 尸体, okay nvm). Uhhhh. So okay, we took bus 12.

We were singing and laughing and playing and contributing noise to the bus. haha. In the end we overshot by 3 stops or sth liddat. So we decided to walk. Met this Indian guy who was very nice and lead us to ECP. He was going ECP too! haha. (If depend on us, we will never reach ECP.. =__=). So, we rented bicycles at 10bucks for 2 hours. URGH. Actually got better offer can, but we dumb lar, nvr walk further down. haizz. By the time we rent liao, it was like what, 5.30? O.O Yea. Me and Jiahui rented the 1-person ride de bicycle, and jinxin and siting rented the 2-person ride de bicycle. LOL. Jinxin sits in front and Siting sits behind. They bumped into ppl and stuff. Hahaha. Then Siting tried to stear the front, and Jinxin sits at the back (they switched), but it was a total disaster LOL. The bicycle was pratically shaking from left to right and in the end they didnt even move 1m-.- LOLOLOL. I was behind them watching. hahahaha. So funny :P

Before that me and Jiahui were cycling. She was towards the left and I was somewhere in the middle, a bit behind her. Then there was these 3 annoying Malay girls. They were like cycling so slowly and blocking the path. Then there was space on the left, so Jiahui moved towards the left. But who noes that the "Leading girl" (the other two were right behind her) suddenly moved to the left too. So they nearly bumped. Jiahui had an emergency stop. I was behind. I tried avoiding by going right. But the other 2 had to cut into my way and one of them knocked me down. Darn annoying lar. No sorry, nothing at all, just scream like as if dey were the ones being hit, laughed, then rode away-.- like errr.. how lame. stupid lar. Then the dumb stupid chain on my bicycle had to drop out. We were trying to fix for like duno how long, den finally got it fixed. I was darn pissed off can-.- urgh. wthhhh. :( Then my hands got damn bloody black. Irritating twerps. If I see you again I'll strangle you luh-.-

So we cycled like duno how far. It's supposed to be a BIG LOOP. But we didnt manage to finish the loop cuz it was too long. So we u-turned after like 1h+. Then Me and Jinxin switched bicycles. I sat infront and Siting continued to sit behind (-___-). LOL. Their bicycle was so much nicer and easier to ride luh. zzz. The wind was damn nice lar. hehe. We passed by quite a few sceneries :D

After returning the bicycles at like 7.30, we went to walk by the beach to get to the place where we deposit-ed our bags. LOL. Me and Jinxin decided to take off our shoes and socks and walk by the beach. hahah. It was damn fun and cool :D hehe. So long never go beach le. Haiz....~

Then we sat down and talked about the first guy that we all liked. (Except for Jinxin-.-) She said she didnt haf any in primary school. Okay. So we talked and talked and talked, and the annoying seawater below had to splash and splash and splash-.- I was so annoyed okay. urgh. So we talked for a long time before we continued to walk. Me and Jinxin walked barefooted on the tracks. haha. By the time we got our bags and went Macs to eat, it was like, 8++ liao. after eating, it was 9++ liao-.-

We didnt noe how to walk to the bus stop, so we asked this Indian couple. They were veh nice also. They took us to the bus stop. They said they were going that way anyway. haha. Me and Siting took bus to Dhoby Ghaut MRT. Then we took mrt home. Jinxin and Jiahui were supposed to take another bus opp our bus stop to Bedok MRT. But at abt 10+, Jinxin sent a message saying that they waited at a taxi stand instead=.= How clever.

It was damn fun lar :D hehe.

Monday (yesterday). Met up with group members + kaiwen + ak + siting. Went to sku first for filming. It was damn hot okay. The stupid dumb weather. After like such a long time, den we finally finish filming. And after a few discussions, we decided that Siting will be the mother. (Ak father wor~~) HAHAHA. Okay la. Den went JE macs to eat. That time only left wif me, jiahui, siting, edric and ak. Yea. They coming my house. And after coming in, they immediately treated it as their own home. Very nice hor people. It is my house afterall and I was kind enough to contribute it for film can-.- So please BEHAVE LIKE GUESTS. wtfffffff. I was very pissed okay... And they were all sitting around, putting their feet anywhere. Eh, its not your home please. Can give at least some respect anot? =.=""""" And the guys made us cook instant noodles for them. -.-

At abt 7, my dad came home. And then he went out again so that we can finish our stuff. THEN LIKE WTF THEY WERE ALL LOAFING AROUND DOING NOTHING AND WATCHING TV AND NOBODY WAS MOVING. AND WHILE COMPLAINING THAT IT'S GETTING LATE, THEY CONTINUE SITTING THERE LIKE WHAT=.= Urgh. Okay. Nvm. I was darn pissed. >=(

Chased them out and slammed the door. Very nice arh, ask someone eat dinner with me, then like as if asking ur to kiss sumone-.- .............................. wadever lar.


Anyway, next time come my house, Im gonna set rules. dun here poke poke, there poke poke den in the end just moved ur ass and happily go home.... (All those above dun apply to all those hu came my house and it doesnt mean tt you didnt offend me.)

zzzzzzzzzz. Okay. In school library now. jinxin and siting were very noisy just now. LOLOL. Zzz. Sian. I hungry la... T.T And sku reopening nxt wk le. WHY SO FAST?? :( haizzz.


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Abit of everything... (:
Posted by Friday, June 13, 2008 6/13/2008 09:36:00 PM with 0 notes | add more notes

103TH POST
13TH FRIDAY

:O

hahas. I wonder if it's a lucky day for you... It definitely is NOT a lucky day for me-_- as it seems, 13th Friday is really unlucky. Well at least for me... :S

Okay. I'm still feeling as terrible.

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sry. I needed to screammmmm. D: Life sux man. Why does life sux?? :( waaaa... I hate it lar. stupid. dumb. idiotic. annoying. irritating. URGH it pisses me off. >< size="1">突然有种想要逃避的感觉。要逃避现实,要逃避这个世界。为什么我不想面对的,却都摆在我面前,等着我去面对。我不要。我不想。我不管。突然才发现,自己真的好懦弱。看着镜子里面跟我长得一摸一样的人,突然觉得好陌生。在心里默问着,这真的是我么?



nvm. tbe/

bye. :/



Really?
Posted by Thursday, June 12, 2008 6/12/2008 02:54:00 PM with 0 notes | add more notes

Yeah my blog's getting dead...

Was chionging LA film script yesterday from 4pm onwards, all the way straight to 9.30 pm... -__- well, except for 30 minutes of dinner break-.-

Had slight fever halfway while doing the script... 37.4°C... Dunno whether fever not. But anyway, was darn cold-___- I was so happy when I finally finished it. hahas :D And temperature incresed by 0.1°C after tt-____- lazy to eat medicine, so I went to bed. Layed there for duno how long and I couldn't sleep. Got up to do hw. Was quite efficient. hahas. Do until 3am den I got tired, and went to bed. Fell asleep at 3.30+am... ><

好累啊...

上次好朋友打电话给我,我们聊了一会儿。她跟我说,她在朋友的blog上看到了有关于好朋友的定义。在她读出来的当儿,我也在想了... 好朋友。她说,好朋友会在你伤心难过的时候安慰你,在你最需要他们的时候在你身旁;好朋友会同你一起分享你的喜悦;好朋友会...

过后,我想了好久。这样的好朋友,世界上真的有么? 就算有,我会遇到么? 想到这里,我就沉默了。

为什么我总是人群里最孤独的一个?
为什么我总是被遗忘的那一个?
为什么我的意见和想法,永远都不会有人去听,去当真?
为什么我伤心难过时,却总是找不到一个人来陪我讲话,听我诉苦?
为什么我高兴时,也没人愿意理我?

我...好想要一个好朋友。可以互相分享喜怒哀乐,可以互相分享秘密等。
随便啦,我不管我这么说会让别人说我幼稚。

本来以为,有一群挺我的好朋友。可是回头一看,才发现,原来我根本没朋友... (读到的人请不要生气。我只是在说3/4个人而已...). 这才发觉,原来我是那么的可悲...

所以我在想,如果我死了,谁会伤心啊?
可能都不会有人发现吧... ... ...


Okay. That was crap. But it's true. nvm. I depressed now. Not emo. -_-






如果我有一把枪,我第一个要杀的人,就是你(_ _ _)。。。



Theeee BIG BOSS
Posted by Sunday, June 08, 2008 6/08/2008 02:49:00 PM with 0 notes | add more notes

101th POST.
lols. 101 Dalmatians. haha. Random. sry. lols.

Yesterday went out wif SHIMEI <3 style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">to Jurong East Library. hahas. Supposed to be studying, but we crapped and toked ALOT ALOT. LOL! omg omg omg omg. and I knew sth amazing, and so did she. lols hahahas. Then we went to eat food court because we both agreed that Fastfood is -___- ($%^&*@#&*). LOL.

Then I *sort of* forced her to take the longer line with me, cause I was going Bugis. Hehe. Laughed like crazy in the mrt until people got annoyed with us. LOL. But I forgot wad we were uh, laughing about... hahas. She got off at Raffles Place to take the red line back home. She said she's gonna take to Marina and then back so that she gets to sit. haha so cute :D lols.

Thanks darling :D <3

Then met Ak dere. And yeah, I didn't wear my specs, so I was kind of "blind", so didnt see him. lols okay. Then went to walk around. Were debating whether we should go visit Siting. Then he said he was hungry, so we went to eat. Macs. lol Im getting sick of fastfood. okay nvm. So apparently the very nice him lost my DVD cover. -_- He replaced it with uh, chips. LOL. okay. But it was squashed like a dunno-what. haha.

Then we saw this *I-forgot-who* at Bugis. I was lazy to take out my specs so yea, I didnt see who they were. LOL. But I think there were 9.33 DJs there. lol. So, after much debate and discussions and tossings of the 50-cent coin, I decided to go. So he went too. And I realised that Expo MRT station is very nice :D hahas.

So we walked and walked and walked trying to search for Exhibition Hall 5b. -_- And there was one such funny scene...

*Ak standing in front of the BIG '6' sign (indicating that it's exhibition hall 6), but back-facing it*
Ak: eh... *looking lost*
Me: 这里是 exhibition hall 6 leh...
Ak: ?! huh?? 你怎么知道这里是 exhibition hall 6??
Me: -_-" 你瞎啦?.
Ak: *looks around and finally sees the BIG '6'* OH! hahahahaha......

okay. Nvm. LOL. So after abt 20 mintues or so, we FINALLY found the right place and FINALLY, I spotted Siting and Jinxin. LOL. I went up and pretended to look around. lols. But apparently some disgusting old hag at the side knew that I was their friend and was staring at me wif her big gross fishball-like eyes. -_-" Okay.

Then they came over to me and ak and we were sort of talking a bit and stuff. Then this old man (supposingly to be a doctor o.O) called them over and started scolding them. *blah blah blah* Ak was waving to them very happily. Then the boss got unhappy again-.- So started scolding. And then Siting told me that just now they lost ONE (not one pair-.-) shoe pad or that wad-so-ever-thing they were selling. And the boss and everyone else are blaming it to them. Im like wad the?!

Then after dunno how long, they came over happily and announced that they got fired. lols. So we were playing around for a while and stuff. Until the big boss have to came over (again) and spoil everything. Then Siting and Jinxin ran into the supposingly-staff-area-but-it-looks-like-a-dumb-exit-to-me place. The boss followed in. Then after a few minutes he came rushing out, and he stares right at me and ak. Okay, I was scared, and pissed but I know better not to say anything. But ak started to talk back to him after he shouted at us," WHO ARE YOU PEOPLE?" (he sounded like as if we were gonna rob him or what-.-)

Then ak started a short, argumentive convo with him. Then he finally went away. So I was telling ak not to go agitate him. But he still went. He went to look around at the shop and walked round and round that pathetic little shop. And when ak first approached the shop, that old man started to trail behind him like some 冤魂. lols. I was like, staring from far and trying to call him to ask him to stop.

But only after he finish walking then he saw my call-.- So I was like, uh, a bit useless liao. Okay. So in the end he was telling me that he wants to go over and tell him off or sth liddat. So I was trying hard to ask him not to go, cuz apparently that old man knows that we all from dhs de, and sumore he will only blow the matter up and make matters worse, so I was like, forget it lar.

And finally after a LONG while, the other 2 finish changing and stuff, den we left that crazy place. *phew...* Then we all talked and talked and played arnd, until Siting and Jinxin really agitated me and I was really pissed off. Sian... Guess I was in a bad mood and everything just burst out... Zzz. But after that okay liao. haha.

Then we went Paya Lebar to eat Macs. AGAIN!! =.= Then we went home. Jinxin and Ak were sort of fighting and 斗嘴-ing in the trains and everywhere else. LOL. so 配 right?? HAHA. If they really got together, it's gonna be really interesting woots~ and Ak asked for her number wor~ LOLs.

zzzzzzzzzzzz.

*homework staring at me*
*me staring back at homework*

boo ):



100TH POST!!
Posted by Thursday, June 05, 2008 6/05/2008 03:41:00 PM with 0 notes | add more notes

100TH POST!! :D

haha. Okay. Happy 100th post to my blog. Lalalala~ Even though siting's blog juz celebrated 150th post... -___- lol haha. Was smsing her for the whole day ytd(Thurdsday). hahas. Jiayous :D One more day left. lols.

Meeting ShiMei<3><>< style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; COLOR: rgb(102,0,204)">TOOTY AND DISGUSTING AND DUNNO-WAT. Argh... People who gonna see me these few days, DON'T LAUGH OR ELSE... *evil grin*. lols. okay. Im crazy and mad. (and so is siting) lol.


OKAY. I've been emo-ing for the past few days... )= and So is ShiMei.. aww.. zzz...


前天晚上,终于鼓起勇气,把他所有的简讯都删了。说好要放手的,可是不知为什么,心却还在痛。也不知为什么,眼泪不停地流着。告诉自己,哭再多也没用,因为泪水冲不走心中的痛。好郁闷,却连个说话的人都没有。躺在床上,望着天花板,我想了好多事...

两年。整整两年。我喜欢你整整两年了。嘴上说要放手,可心里却好舍不得。这种事,又不是说放手就能放的。可是我知道,如果喜欢一个人,就应该祝他幸福不是么? 所以,我含着泪,按了'删除'键。希望,在简讯消失的同时,痛苦,以及对你所有的情感,都能够消失。

他们说,时间可以治疗伤口。
真的么?
但愿如此吧... ...



zzz. 100th post den so emo... )=


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?!
Posted by Wednesday, June 04, 2008 6/04/2008 11:55:00 PM with 0 notes | add more notes

Met Monica and Jeremy for LA today. Wasn't really productive but, at least got plot la yea.

Char's back from Indonesia!! :D haha. Called me today. lols.

I waited for her for like, duno HOW LONG today. T.T Abit pissed... Den I dao her for the rest of the.. err.. night. lols. She treated me to KFC :D haha. Okay la. I called to apologise after tt. Sorry lar.. T.T Actually cuz i bad mood, so partially cuz i pissed wif her so i dao her, the others is bcuz my own prob.. ><

Cuz I'm emo-ing... And I'm damn pissed and stressed over some other stuffs... Haiz. Today just wasn't the right day for dinner... :S

... ... I feel darn miserable right now... Talked to ShiMei about it. It helped, thx darling :D But I still a bit emo... >< I wanna cry... T.T Duno who to turn to... I just wanna find someone whom I can cry all my problems to, and all my feelings. But duno hu will listen...

Okay. I'm crazy. Maybe cuz I had a terrible day.

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BUSY
Posted by Tuesday, June 03, 2008 6/03/2008 10:42:00 PM with 0 notes | add more notes

Okay. I've been going out and out and out these few days. haha.

SUNDAY: 相声比赛 at Suntec

Okay. It was 相声比赛. It was at Suntec the Book Fair there. I was contacting a whole LOADS of ppl to find someone to go wif me -.- like wad the shit. okay. So I found Yitian :D :D She damn nice lar. Last minute aso go out wif me. hahas. Too bad siting can't go. She was supposed to go wif me. But got something on. Okay. So our school sent 2 teams: Aokun and ZhangChe, Boshi and ZengQi.

In the end both teams got 优胜奖. T.T Damn sad lar. Dey were quite good okay. lols. Okay. But anw, at least ur put in effort, and ur went to competition before :D Jiayou next yr bah. And dey were quite affected btw. zzz.

After that went walking arnd wif Yitian. heh. Before that, after we watched our school's performance, me and yitian walked all the way to suntec's another building de basement to eat macs. haha. We got lost a few times so we walked a lot more extra.. T.T

We walked and walked a lot. haha. Shopped arnd the book fair. Quite fun :D hehe.

MONDAY: VIVIAN!
Met Vivian in the afternoons. I was darn late cuz my mum was asking me a lot of stuff. okay nvm. So... It's been a darn long time since i last saw/met her, so I couldn't recognise her. But she still so cute!! She matured. T.T Now I'm the one left to be childish. zzz. hahaha. Took neos and walked arnd. She was looking for friends to eat dinner with her. In the end she couldn't find anyone so she went back hostel. Haiz. Was nice meeting her though!! :D

Den met up another friend for dinner. She pissed me off a few times and twice was because she pulled my earring. Darn pain lar. T.T So I made her send me home. She live in Kallang. My house at Bukit Gombak. Ahahahaha. Who ask her spoil my earring >:(
LOL :P

TUESDAY: STUDY!
My mum and my sis plus my jie's mum and her sis went zoo today. So i was alone at home, and so was she. I woke up at 10. Hehe. Den juz nice she call me. Arranged to go lunch together at jurong east and then I go over to her house to study. hehe. Ate Korean food for lunch. Darn nice but darn ex. T.T I think I'm spending a little too much... ><

So sorry that I asked you so many questions ><>< Oh man, I freaking myself out. ARGH.

Tomorrow going out for LA project at Bugis. Darn pissed with some people over some things.

........

Nevermind.. Anyway, Me and Jiahui discussed and decided to ask AK to be the main character. HAHA. I know that he is sleeping (cuz call a few times no one pik up). So I purposely call and call to wake him up :D how fun. haha. Even though he pissed but, anything la. lols. He agreed (!!). Partly cuz I force him. haha. Okay la. He's nice enough to agree anyway... lols

So I force him do sth else too. haha. Cuz he owe me a LOT stuff. hem...


Okay. It's like, 12:51AM now... I just finished chionging the LA film tingy. OMFG IT WAS DARN >< zzz. Okay It's darn hot here without aircon. I shall go sleep :D Nites!!~

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