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 Posted by Friday, June 30, 2006 6/30/2006 06:39:00 PM with 0 notes | add more notes
Crap. crap. crap. ALL ARE CRAP. ...
Nvm.
Today was Youth Day Celebration. Played games in the morning, den had recess from 9.30am to 11am. It was cool. Cuz we had a flea market.. And sth VERY NICE HAPPENED. hahahahaax. Tt person noes wad I'm tokin abt.. RITE?? (=
Anywaes. L8er got Green Forest.. Nice show. Budden nott much people wach it.. so sad )=. hahahaax. Tomolo goin to NYGH food and fun fair.. Den Charmaine also going.. hahaax. Nice. Mi and Miaoz probably goin at around.. around.. around wad time I also dunno.. Havent decide yet.
Yeas. So cool. De postcards designed for the 4 levels were damn cool man. Rox. The white one's the best lookin one.. hahaax. Nice. So, yea, I bought dem at 2 bucks. suppose to be 1.50.. budden I nott tt *UU NOE*.. so juz donate lor. hahaax.
Den after we went audi to watch "Tarzan". At first I was like, erm.. wondering whether dey reaslly gonna play Tarzan. Den turn out to be true lor. hahaax. But it was very nice. Damn hilarious. Especially when the baby Tarzan and Kala met. Kala was like,"Huh?". den baby Tarzan was like,"Eh?". hahahaax. So funny. (= (=
Got sum parts quite touching. Budden nott touching enough to make mi cry.. Miao said she nearly gonna cry. Budden.. budden.. nvm. cannot say. (=. Cant believe she, a gurl hus nott totuched by the shows tt touched mi, is touched by such a show-Tarzan. hahaax. Kiddin kiddin.. =D =D
Yeas.. lasted an hour and a half. 12.30pm den we go home liao. Den no CCA.. (=. I very stupid.. Cuz I forgot to bring mi wallet. Stoopid rite? Silly mi.. hahax. yea, so, erm. I forgot to bring my wallet. Den Miaoz reeturned the 5 bucks she own mi cuz I forced her to.. hahahahaax. (= So nice. (jkjkjk).
Den I used tt 5 bucks and bought a standard ticket den yea..liddat. After we reach I go over her house and watch Madagascar.. AGAIN. Lolz. Tt show rox. So funny lorz. Budden half way through den mi mom call. Cuz she goin out den she noe I no keys. urgh. So gotta go home half way through the show. Nvm. I watach tomolo. (=. Ohs, yeas. Gotta return Miaoz de money tomolo. Darn it. )=. kd. anywaes. yea. so. erm. den I went home. den nth do. no tv shows to watch.. So cum and blogg after crappin around for quite a long time.. Lolz.
haizzz. 6 more minutes den gotta go liao. I'm so damn freakingly bored. BORED. bored. BoREd. Bored. Btw, I'm listening to Green Forest's ending song. Can never get sick of it. haax. (= So nice. Dunno whyy so many people dun lyk it. Oh well.
Yesterday wasn't very nice.. Had a big fight wif.. wif.. nvm. Its all bcuz of HER fault lor. SHE is so damn freakingly fuckin irritating and annoying and.. and.. urgh. Dun wan tok abt HER liao. Thinkin of her is enouf to kill a person. let alone lookin at her. URGHS. I JUZ CANT-STAND-HER. I'm goin mad. crazy. siao. I'm juz killin time here.
*tick. tick. tick. tick. tick. tick. ...*
(look at watch).
*tick. tick. tick. tick. tick. ...*
(look at watch).
Okay. Tis iznt de way to kill time. Tell ya 2 jks. Got from 1A today. Kinda cute.
First Joke:
Whyy did Tigger look into the toilet bowl?
Bcuz he wanted to find pooh. (= (cute eh?) hahax.
Second Joke:
It was a rather stormy night. A little boy said,"Mama, can uu sleep wif mi tonite? I'm afraid."
His mother replied," Sorry dear, But I have to sleep wif ur daddy tonite."
The little boy shuddered in his blankets and said," Wad a big sissy."
(Cute huh? hahaax. Budden nott the original one.. So pls dun mind.. (=. )
Shit. gotta go. c yaz. (=.
Jayy. (=
Posted by Thursday, June 29, 2006 6/29/2006 05:23:00 PM with 0 notes | add more notes
Long time since I post anything le.. Hahaax. Today rite, Mi and Miaoz were on the train. Den at dunnoe wad stop, Sizheng came in. Koh Sizheng.. yeas. Den miaoz was like.. laughin like siao. Diao. hahahaax. =D. Den erm, when I saw him at the door, I was like," Oh My God. Its Sizheng." Den Miao sae "Huh?" den she turn around. Den Sizheng came in. I was very surprised when he said," Hi" or wazzit hello.. nvm. yeas.. I tout he would avoid us or sth.
Anywaes. Den yea, Miaoz was like laughin like shit. hahahahaax. So funny. den Sizheng was like looking at her den mi den her again, wif a puzzled look, probably thinking," I very funny meh? Whyy dey/she laugh like shit lyk dat?"
After tt we went CCK and have lunch. We walked here and dere, cant decide wad to eat. Den I decided on Chicken rice and Miaoz bought wadever Tau Fu. so weird. see den no appetite liao.. =D. *Miaoz, dun blame mi. Its true.. =D? hahaax. srrys.* After lunch we bought yogurt ice-cream. $2.30. I'm goin broke soon. ...
Miaoz ate so fast tt she had stomache after tt. hahahahaax. Miaoz, dun eat so fast nxt time. (= Den we went home. Lolzlolz. Ai yahs.. anywaes, it was damn funny. =D =D. Tomolo is Youth Day Celebration.. Havin a flea market. Nott very interested. Now mi shoulders ache like SHIT. Mi bag very heavy lor. URGHS.
Tomolo got CCA not still dunch noe.. Needa ask l8er. Art Club open house on 15th July.. Lots of things cumin up in July.. IDMI wk.. Open House.. Tis and dat. AIYAH. ALOT LARZ. =D. Doing Geog and Zhou Ji.. Zheng lao shi gave each of us a time-out chocol8e as Youth Day present. My FIRST YOUTH DAY PRESENT- TIMEOUT CHOCOL8E. Lolz. but den mi chinese tcher very good one.. (=.
Ohs yeas.. Had PE todae. Miaoz and Chen Ye said tt TTG will wan EVERYONE to run.. Luckily arh. He gave us free time. Budden no games.. Only can practice the NAPFA even though NAPFA is over.. DIAO RITE. den lots of ppl nothing to do, so dey sat down or crap around. So lame. Tomolo skool ends at 12.30pm.. I hope got no CCA.
SO BORED. urghs. nth to do. So tired. I'm thinkin abt 5 ppl now.. 3 are my enemies.. 1 is whyy miao still nv call.. and last one.. DUN TELL UU. *sly smile*. hahahaax. I'm lame.. I noe. CUZ I'M BORED. SOOOOOO-B-O-R-E-D.
Haizzzz. I CANT BELIEVE WE ARE GOIN PASIR RIS PARK FOR IDMI WK. OH MY GOD LORZ. WAD THE FU(K.
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I noe I vulgar.. anywaes. Gotta go liao. Todae was rather interesting.. And sth happened tt made Miaoz decided to listen to mi and stay in skool the nxt time.. hahahaax. Cant tell uu. L8er she cum and strangle mi.. (= hahaax. Gotta go. C yaz. =D.
Jayy. (=
Posted by Tuesday, June 20, 2006 6/20/2006 08:16:00 PM with 0 notes | add more notes
Juz finish dinner. so full. *burp* (kdkd). hahahaax. Darn Miaoz. She nott replyin on MSN. maybe she went for dinner. hahax. Todae actually wan go Woodlands de. Den last min I cannot.. cuz erm,.. got sth. ya. hahax. SORRY MIAOz. very sorry. )= hahax.
Miaoz yesterdae call mi, den suddenly tell mishe wan pierce ear-holes. I was lyk.. SHOCKED. cuz she no reason suddenly wan go pierce. Lolz. I actually wan de. Budden my mom 50% agree, 50% dun agree. Haizz. no use tokin to her. Lolz. den after dinner yesterdae, Miaoz called mi and suddenly tell mi she dun wan pierce liao. WAH LIAO. DEN I SPENT SO MUCH EFFORT GO PERSUADE FOR WAD. (hahax) So in the end never go pierce. cant. cuz didnt go. SORRY MIAOz. ahahaa..sorry!
Make her so ma fan. )= haizz. Budden apologise liao. Budden actually todae plan go Woodlands den eat Mos Burger de. Very long time never eat Mos Burger liao! hahax. Miaoz ate about 3 wks ago. Wif ***. (=. Got one post on tt! ..I tink. hahax. Den maybe after tt we could have gone take neo-prints. )= )=. So sad.. once again.. SORRY MIAOz. I wunt do it again.. )=.
Later watching "Da Chang Jin". Lolz. I watch for fun. Tt "Min Zheng Hao" very qian4 bian3 leh. and whyy muz his moustache be tt way?? So ugly.. he should look into the mirror. hahahaax. Den the poor emporer. haizz. Budden he a lil` fat leh. So..WIDE. Lolzlolz. Tomolo den Last episode liao. Nott excited. (=
Ohs yeas. Mi and Miaoz made sum very funny jokes. hahahahaax! So funny. (= (= Send us laughin for dunnoe how long. Lolzlolz. To Miaoz: hahax. remember the "sun under people elephant rabbit high elephant rabbit oreo sun JOKES"!! hahahaax.
Oh. juz now tt? Ohs. hahaax. tt was mi and Miaoz "secret code". VERY SILLY. But at least no- one will understand wad we tokin`!! After all.. tts the function of secret codes. hahahaax. I'm being lame here. Haizz. Thurs surely can go.. Hope Miaoz can go and I last min dun have sth happen.. (= (=
Shall stop heres. Be happie and Smile often!! (= (=.
The music I like. (=
Posted by 6/20/2006 01:21:00 PM with 0 notes | add more notes
Phew.. Tired out.
Posted by Monday, June 19, 2006 6/19/2006 04:07:00 PM with 0 notes | add more notes
FiNaLlY! After about like dunnoe how long, I finished changing a blogg skin. Didn't noe need so much work. ARGH! Especially tt dang ol` Tag-board. Spent about an hour tryin to get it rite. At last, finally got it rite..was so happie.
Ohs, Miaoz came bac todae! hahax. She reached Singapore at about 5 sth am in the morning. Den call mi at around 8 sth am in the morning. I slept damn late last nite uu noe. Den she so early call. Nearly killed her. But she got brin mi souveniers, so I rao2 ta1 yi2 ming4. hahahahax. Budden she still owe me a box of chocolates for my bdae abt 2 mths ago. SHEESH. *crackknuckles*. But luckily she promised before 1st July. =D hahahx. My jiejie very good de.. (in a sense.. Lolzlolzlolz. (= . )
Oohs. She cant go anywhere todae and tomolo. Todae cuz.. *cannot sae, or she will kill mi for embarrassing her =D*. Tomolo cuz she got geog project. same as my geog project. budden different tcher. Lolzlolz.
Poor Miaoz. She didn't have a very NICE first dae in China. hahax. cant tell ya wad happened.
Anywaes. I finally finished my blogg tingy. Maybe plae sum games l8er. Ohs, and the song is "wu2 fa3 kai1 kou3". The ending song of the show "Green Forest, My Home". That show is nice. Budden the song is nicer. (= (= Can go http://www.1ting.com/ and download. Juz click on the shows/movies catergory den go to "L". yeppz. easy cheesy. hahax. So bored. Juz now was SO DAMN FED UP wif tt stupid tag board tingy. Haizz. Please tagg anywaes! (= (= hahahax.
Got to run. Otherwise cannot play game liao. Toodles! (=
Posted by Saturday, June 17, 2006 6/17/2006 08:36:00 PM with 0 notes | add more notes
... I got tagged by Chang. So gotta do tis quiz tingy. hahax. (= (=
Rules:
1)Do this quiz without a fuss. Don't complain about it. ( Don't be such inhumane to make me lose the privilage to complain. =) )
2)Choose 5 people after you have done this quiz. Leave a tag on that person tag board to tell him/her has been tagged.
Start your post with 'I have been tagged!' then do the following quiz.
TEN FAVOURITES.
- Favourite color : Black and White
- Favourite food: Hmmm. Quite alot. hahax. (= (=
- Favourite song: Mmm. Countless. (=
- Favourite movie: Random. But for now.. maybe "The Omen". Tt movie rawkz. (Cuz I never watch movie for very long le..) )=
- Favourite season: Winter and Autumn.. I prefer quietness. (=
-Favourite day of the week: Friday. Cuz got Art Club and end of school. (= (=
-Favourite ice-cream flavour: Chocolate? Hahax. I like ALMOST all of the flavours.. (= (=
-Favourite book: ... Christopher Pike books? and maybe Dan Brown's books.. =D
-Favourite cartoon: Detective Conan, Tsubasa. ... dun tink hv anymore le..
NINE CURRENTS.
- Current mood: Irritated? hahax. (=
- Current clothes: erm.. Pants and Tee.. =D
- Current desktop: erm. Tis comp?? -.-
- Current toenail: wad do uu tink? Of cuz normal la. -.-"
- Current time: 8.49pm.
- Current annyoance: Hmm. MY SIS.
- Current thought: .. Mmm. Not sure. hahaha. (=
- Current boyfriend/girlfriend: ERM. did uu notice tt I'm only 13? If uu didn't, den I'm tellin uu now. (=
EIGHT FIRSTS.
- First best friend: ... Nott very nice memories. Can I dun say? )=
- First crush: *silence* (hahaha.)
- First movie: ERM.. Hu will remember de?? -.-
- First piercing: Soon.. I hope. hahax. (=
-First movie: These qns are stupid.. (=
- First music: I-DUN-NOE.. -.-""
- First car: Oh cool! Where's my license?
First handphone: Tis year?? (pathetic rite? LoLz.)
HAVE YOU EVER ...
- Dated one of your bestfriend?
Can I scream? *screams* thank you. No.
- Broken the law?
Yeppz. =D
- Been arrested?
Den hu is the [MI] here?? Another [MI]?? cool.. -.-"
- Skinny-dipped?
*annoyed look* erm. wad do uu tink? No la. of cuz. -.-?
- Been on TV?
I did? *dumb look* ... Nah. dun tink so. (=
- Kissed by someone you don't know.
DUH NO. I'm gettin irritated by uu. -.-"""
FIVE THINGS YOU'RE WEARING.
- spectacles
- Tee
- Pants or shorts. wadever.
- Hairband
- Watch
FOUR THINGS YOU HAVE DONE TODAY.
- WALK
- RUN
- DRINK
- EAT
- SLEEP
( Sorry guys but I really really feel like sleeping. And it doesn't help that the questions are a bit ... you know.)
THREE THINGS YOU CAN HEAR RIGHT NOW.
- Listening to theme song of "绿光森林"-> "无法开口". The song and the show rawks! (=
- The silence of the night? LoLzLoLzLoLz. =D =D
- The air-con wind blowin on my face.. (= (= so "COOL".
TWO THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT.
- True frenz.
- Family.
THINGS YOU DO WHEN YOU'RE BORED.
- Go blogg(s).
- Talk on phone wif Miaoz.
- Watch tv.
- Read wadever I can find in my MESSY room. (= (= (=
- Crap around.
- Listen to music.
- sms.
(Actually nothing much larz. (= )
FIVE PERSON I WANNA TAG.
- Angela
- Genevieve
- Lolo
- Feei
- Chang
( Sorry guys. (=. )
Posted by Thursday, June 15, 2006 6/15/2006 05:50:00 PM with 0 notes | add more notes
[x]you know someone that cares about you
[]you have a bf/gf/fiance/husband/wife
[x]you have your own room
[x]you own a cellphone
[]you get good grades
[]you have an ipod/mp3 player
[x]your parents are still married
[x]you have more than 2 best friends
[]there is a swimming pool in your backyard.
[x]you live in a house
TOTAL:6
[x]you dress how you want to
[x]you hang out with your friends more than once a week
[]there is a computer/laptop in your room
[x]you have never been beaten up
[x]you never cry more than twice a month
[x]you are allowed to listen to the music you want
[x]your room is big enough for you
[x]people don't use you for something you have
[x]you have been to a concert
[x]you laugh more than twice a day
TOTAL:9
[]you have over 100 friends on friendster
[]you have pictures on friendster
[x]you get allowance
[]you collect something normal
[x]people don't make fun of you to be mean
[x]you look forward to go to school
[]you don't wish you were someone else
[x]you play a sport
[x]you do something after school
[x]you shower daily
TOTAL:6
[]you own a car
[x]you're healthy
[]you've never had a cavity
[x]you usually don't fight with your parents
[x]you are happy with your appearance
[]you aren't self-conscious at all
[]you have never got a failing grade in your life
[x]you have friends
[x]you have so many inside jokes with your friends
[x]you know your parents care and love you
TOTAL:6
[x]you know what is going on in the world
[x]you care about so many people
[x]you are happy with your life
[x]you usually aren't sick
[x]you know more than one language
[x]you have a screen name
[]you own a pet
[x]you know the words to more than 5 songs
[x]you don't have many enemies
[x]you are happy you're living
TOTAL:9
GRAND TOTAL:36
My life is 36 x 2 = 72% Puurrfect. (= (=
Better off without you..
Posted by Wednesday, June 14, 2006 6/14/2006 11:23:00 PM with 0 notes | add more notes
I think I'm better off without you. You brought me nothing.. nothing but pain. You hurt me deeply. and I never wanna see you again. I just hope that you could go away. disappear. vanish. be gone forever. or even.. even die off. tragically. get run over by a car. van. lorry. wadever. just die. or get shot through your head. crush your skull. wadever it is. as long as you die, its good.
How did I ever tolerate you? What the hell was I thinking?
cant live without you? Never.
I don't wanna see you. or hear from you. or anything to do with you. I want to be left alone for awhile. You think you are popular? No. You are a coward. a suckin` Coward. You think you are good in everything. No. You are such a faker. a sucko. a coward. You run away from things and hide behind your sucky frenz. Hu did you think you are?
Whenever I see your face. Unpleasant memories appear before my eyes. And it was until recently. when I was working on my projects. I realised, that I am no longer the me in the past. I don't care about you. or any of your frenz. They fake. just like you.
and sometimes, in an emergency, tts when you find out who are your true frenz. Like Miaoz, Kim(1A), Wan Ying, Xu Hong, Rui Ting, Si Ting, Charmaine, and many many 1A students. (= You guys rawk.
Just to add on. You ain't true at all. You guys are a wadever bad words that describe people. You people are inhuman. ...
Some people, they are crazy over some people, that they don't do well in their studies. And some people, they act cool. Some fat a**, they think they are popular. when they are ugly, sucky, and nott popular. at all. They think they are like angels just bcuz they can bond well in a class. or a group. or between the two genders. I don't give a damn to this f*ckin` people.
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Nothing much to say. Got to go. havent finish Maths yet.. c yaz. ((=
Sian.+
Posted by 6/14/2006 10:20:00 AM with 0 notes | add more notes
I in school now. Budden slackin`. hahax. haizz. Miaoz cumin bac nxt Mon.. Still countin down. Today is, erm, Wednesday.. yeppz. Suppose to be doin Geog project now.. budden no one doin. so I slack lorz. (= (= hahax. Juz finish helpin a frenwif her blogg.
Nothing to post about.. Cuz I very bored. DAMN bored... Hmm.. Got to go do project liaoz. buh byees. (=
Haizz.
Posted by Sunday, June 11, 2006 6/11/2006 01:25:00 PM with 0 notes | add more notes
Haizzz. Miaoz went to China. 3rd dae. Baahs. So bored. No one to tok to. Haizzz. Anywae. I watched a bit of World Cup. haax. Quite nice. Now doing homework. Budden sick of Homework liao. So I cum here post. So bored. Usually got sumone to tok to one. Now no one lorz. haizzz. Nxt Wed got to go bac skool and finish up Geog project. Ohs yeas. My Chi project. haizz. tok to Char l8er.
So bored lorz. That Miaomiao beda cum bac quick. otherwise I'm gonna kill her liao. Lolzlolz. kdkd. Reali very bored. Actually todae goin out de. Budden now rain so hard, so cannot go out liao. haizzhaizzz. Now a lot of people copi mi and write "haizz".. Especially MIAOZ. *stares hard at her*. hahax. Budden I also copy her "uu". Lolzlolzl0lz. So bored. Haizz.
DHS nxt year movin liao. movin to Boon Lay. (I think). yeppz. Den dun nd to go tt far liao. (= (= Budden when move bac to new campus den I year 4 liao. at least still got 2 more years at new campus. haahaax. (= (=
Yesterdae mi sis sick. den we plae snakes and ladder for like dunnoe HOW MANY TIMES liao. Hahaaz. Budden I keep on winnin, so she very bu shuang. =D. Lolz. AHH. Miaoz uu quickly cum bac larz. I so bored here. ohs, yeas.. Got sth to tell ya too. Its `bout erm,.. SUMONE's album. Uu shld remember rite? We only toked abt ONE PERSON's album. hahaaz. So funny.
ARGHHS. cant stand the boredom liao. wadever larz. nvm. so, erm, haizz. Now I bcum a lil` bit darker. yeas. haahaaz. (= (= Darker nicer. Miaoz also sae sho. She alsho darker. Budden nott as dark as mi. =DD. Lolzlolz. Haizz. when she cum bac den goin for movie or Mos Burger. Lolzlolz. Mos Burger veri nice one! Especially the minestrone soup. *yummi* Hahaaaz.
Krishnan's Dairy review sho difficult to write lorz. Haizz. Still workin on it. Mi homework left:
1) Make Geog props and finish rehearsing.
2)Call of the Wild. (still havent finish readin! arghs. die liao.)
3)Maths w/s. (so difficult. __ _____ ____ ___ ____!!!!!) <= cant sae out. cuz..cuz.. nvm. :D
4)Chi project (gotta ask Char..)
Guess tts all for my hw list. haizz. whoa. cool. I finish sho much of holidae hw liaoz. (= (=. hahaaz. Actually got a lot of. okayys. Not THAT much budden, aiyah, nvm larz. guan ta de.
"Xin Niang 18 Sui" sho nice. (= (= (= Anyone watch?? Veri nice one. hahaaz. Got to go for lunch. C yaz. buh byees. (= (=
So bored.
Posted by Thursday, June 08, 2006 6/08/2006 02:26:00 PM with 0 notes | add more notes
Heyyz. Back from lunch. (= haizz. So bored. everydae homework, homework and MORE HOMEWORK. bleahs. So bored. I nearly die liao. Miaoz goin China tomolo morning. She wunt be bac until nxt, nxt, Mondae. Urghs. A whole week alone. okayz. not alone. but den no one to tok to leh. ARH. No-one tagg at my blogg de. haizz. Going Sentosa on Sunday. but not confirmed yet.
Life's so boring. hahax. That time Miaoz went out wif *** rite, she sae *** pretend her legs hurt like shit. hahax. so funny. make *** sound REALLY retarded. lolzlolz. so bored. I am going crazy.
Maths so difficult lorz. (____________________________!!!) <= cannot show cuz *coughcough* its insulting and VERY OBVIOUS. hahax. (= But den Miaoz should noe. Haizz. Still waiting for her to finish polishing and updating. Then I link her. Her blog add is www.___________.blogspot.com! (cannot show. l8er she kill mi.. Lolzlolz.)
Haizz. lets c wad hw I hv left.
1)Call of the Wild thingy. (still havent finish reading).
2)Krishnan's Dairy's theatre review. (have to finish; Did half-way =P).
3)DARN MATHS.
4)Chinese project (still no news).
5)Geog project. (tomolo!!).
Urghs. Homework sux. homework simply sux sux sux and sux. ARGHH. cant take it anymore. goin MAD. hahax. maddy and Maddie. Lolzlolz. yea. LAME.-.-"" But nothing else to do... haizz..
Last nite I slept at 1 or 2 sth. Pa4 dao4 bu4 gan3 shui4. Cuz the Omen got a few shots / scenes very freaky. Miaoz should noe too. hahax. she also having a "bad-nite-sleep". Lolz. Anywae, den I finally slept but den woke up again at 4 sth. Mi mom off the air-con. den so damn hot. Somemore my room so dark. So I was in my blankets all along. I sweated like mad. Den I xia4 ding4 jue2 xin1, and walk across the room to take the control. Den I on the air-con. Wah. Shuang man. hahax.
Den I already awake liao. den also dun dare sleep. keep on thinkin of a scary "mirror" scene in the movie. I slept at 6.45am like tt. Cuz tt time outside brighten up liao. Den I sleep. Arghs. Den my sis cum in at 9 sth. So irritating. feel like strangling her. Damn damn irritating. So I didn't sleep much lorz. *yawn* haiz. haahx. But den very funny. Miaoz and me were thinkin of the same scene. Lolz. The scene when Damien skate to the mother's toilet when she was brushing her teeth and den stopped dere and looked at her. Den she turn around. No-one. Den she slowly turn bac and flip open the other half of the mirror and saw a *****. cannot sae.. too freaked liao.
Haizz. Tts all liao. got to go do hw liao. bu4 ran2 hui4 si3 qiao4 qiao4 de. hahax. kks. Buh Byees.
PuzzleD.
Posted by 6/08/2006 12:40:00 PM with 0 notes | add more notes
Ahh.. Miaoz and I went to watch "The Omen" yesterdae at Jurong East.. =D Night movie. So cool. It rawkz. (= (= I left my house late. Den there is this 4 teen guys in front of mi, also walking the same road. ARGH. Feel like killing them. One by one dey turn around, saw mi, den quickly turn bac. Den they walk in a row. FOUR OF THEM IN A ROW. sheesh. Den they suddenly walk damn slow. I nearly wanted to shout at them. Wah liao. Luckily I overtook them by the little space at the side. Haizz. I was late. hahax.
We caught a 7.25pm movie. It was nice. But den not exactly the ending that I was thinking.. Oh well. And, there was 2 teen guys sitting on my left. The guy right beside mi was eating Long John Silvers. He take so big bites den so irritating. somemore I never eat dinner leh. so loud noise den I feel like telling him straight in the face,' EI, I WATCHING MOVIE. UU DUN EAT NOW CAN ANOT?!" LolzLolz.
Anywae, after that Miaoz wan go eat dinner. Urghs. I drank a whole, medium cup pepsi, so chi bu xia. wadever. Miaoz ate Chicken rice. Quite a torture watch her eat. Cuz looks so nice. Haizz. But den see her put black soya sauce then no appetite liao. Lolz. haizz. Then after that we went home.
I bought otahs and Miaoz bought Mai Ya Tang. hahax. She ate a bit den play with it. Den she throw away. The otah not nice one lor. Not spicy one..
The movie was reali nice. quite spooky in a sense. One priest got killed when a long spiky rod stabbed him in the chest. oohs. a lil gross. Aiyah.. Anywae, tt movie chao shuang lorz. EVERYONE MUZ GO WATCH. (= (=
gtg for lunch liao. c yaz. (=(=
..Dotz
Posted by Tuesday, June 06, 2006 6/06/2006 09:53:00 PM with 0 notes | add more notes
I'm scared. so scared. I'm so lost. what should I do? Friends? or foes? I don't know.
You people are hypocrites. You act great. you act cool. you act friendly. what for? for your popularity? for your reputation in the school?
no.
Then what for?
Despise. Hatred. Friendliness. Happiness. They are all mixed up in my head. in my heart. I ahte that. I want to see the real you. the REAL you.. I want true people, to be my friends. I want the truth out of eveything. I hate being kept in the dark of something. I don't want that to happen..
You lied. I gave you a few chances and yet, you still lied. I can't believe what kind of friends you are. or rather.. WERE WE FRIENDS FROM THE BEGINNING? I don't know. but I want to know.
What's good for you if you lied? You won't get more true friends. You think at a new place, in a new environment, you can survive? You think you are popular? hahs. you are so wrong. SO wrong..
You forgot your good friends. All the good friends and all the friends who accepted you as you are. WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU? Why can't people change? Why can't some people just wake up and face the world and reality?
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Lets talk about something nice. (= Haizz. Miao and I took a picture. (together). FINALLY. I didn't want to. Then she said all these BLAH BLAH BLAH and I had to take a photo. (= But it turned out good. I THINK. Lolz. Don't let her see this. Well, hahax. That time she went out with this gurl called ***. (cannot sae. cuz she might read. (=) hahax. Miao didn't take my advice and ended up not very nicely. Lolzlolz. hahax. It was so funny when she told me what happened. *** was kind of like.. Retarded? Lolzlolz. haizz. L8er goin to watch "Omen" with Miaoz at Jurong East.
still got some time left. Art Camp was last week. (30th & 31st May). It was, erm, weird? okies. maybe okay okay larz. hahax. But then the item we ahd to put up was hilarious. Lolzlolz. Haizz. Our group did "Jian dan Ai" by Jay. 1 gal (Jia Yun) and 2 guys (Jeremy and one I dunnoe hu) were the lead singer. Then they didn't want to stand at the front. So they stood at the side. It was so embarrassing. haizzz. Cuz last minute mah.. so no-one knew the steps. Then we were so DIAO up there. ahhh.... so embarrassing. hahahahax. But it was fun. we got to know more people and friends there.
Miao and I were unhappy and complaining about something that time. (Not fight) haizz. We.. nvm. cannot sae. anyway. yea. and the Sec 4s had to go. *pretend to be sad* hahax. but then how to be sad when we don't even know them? okays. maybe for a few months or so. Yeas. We starting on the BIG Mosaic piece. I wonder who will be in the new Art Club comm. hahax.
Haizzz. so bored. AH. sorrys. write until here liao. got to go meet miaoz liao.
buh byees! (=(=
-lost in my heart. confused feelings. mixed emotions. what should I do? ...
myLIFEaintno[P]erfect
Posted by Thursday, June 01, 2006 6/01/2006 12:06:00 AM with 0 notes | add more notes
My life is miserable. I may not know the REAL misery of life. but I'm positive that my life is a misery. I hate my life. I feel so depressed. so down. so sad. I want to just disappear and go off to somewhere where it is quiet and peaceful.
I only want freedom in my life. What's wrong with that? I don't know. I'm not sure. I don't want people or whoever to control my life. It's my life. Nothing they do can change this fact. I feel so. so. so enclosed. I feel so lonely. I can't tell anyone how I really feel. What I really think. What's wrong with people now adays?
I don't want ayone to care or interfere into my life. No-One. I hate people who controls my life, and pretend that they care. It's like so FAKE. and I hate fakers.. hypocrites.. whatever. I want to be freed. I want to be alone. I wat things to be my way. I want my life to be according to my way. I don't want anyone to care. don't.no-one.nothing in my way. nothing..
I don't want to know a lot of things. I don't want to be sad annd disappointed. I don't. truely. I hate my life. I hate this kind of life. I want to improve my life. I want a better life. I do. I really do.
What else can I do? ... ...
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`Junyan )=
(havin a bad day. So please don't make me scold you vulgar by irritating me.)
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Crap lar.
Posted by Friday, June 30, 2006 6/30/2006 06:39:00 PM with 0 notes | add more notes
Crap. crap. crap. ALL ARE CRAP. ...
Nvm.
Today was Youth Day Celebration. Played games in the morning, den had recess from 9.30am to 11am. It was cool. Cuz we had a flea market.. And sth VERY NICE HAPPENED. hahahahaax. Tt person noes wad I'm tokin abt.. RITE?? (=
Anywaes. L8er got Green Forest.. Nice show. Budden nott much people wach it.. so sad )=. hahahaax. Tomolo goin to NYGH food and fun fair.. Den Charmaine also going.. hahaax. Nice. Mi and Miaoz probably goin at around.. around.. around wad time I also dunno.. Havent decide yet.
Yeas. So cool. De postcards designed for the 4 levels were damn cool man. Rox. The white one's the best lookin one.. hahaax. Nice. So, yea, I bought dem at 2 bucks. suppose to be 1.50.. budden I nott tt *UU NOE*.. so juz donate lor. hahaax.
Den after we went audi to watch "Tarzan". At first I was like, erm.. wondering whether dey reaslly gonna play Tarzan. Den turn out to be true lor. hahaax. But it was very nice. Damn hilarious. Especially when the baby Tarzan and Kala met. Kala was like,"Huh?". den baby Tarzan was like,"Eh?". hahahaax. So funny. (= (=
Got sum parts quite touching. Budden nott touching enough to make mi cry.. Miao said she nearly gonna cry. Budden.. budden.. nvm. cannot say. (=. Cant believe she, a gurl hus nott totuched by the shows tt touched mi, is touched by such a show-Tarzan. hahaax. Kiddin kiddin.. =D =D
Yeas.. lasted an hour and a half. 12.30pm den we go home liao. Den no CCA.. (=. I very stupid.. Cuz I forgot to bring mi wallet. Stoopid rite? Silly mi.. hahax. yea, so, erm. I forgot to bring my wallet. Den Miaoz reeturned the 5 bucks she own mi cuz I forced her to.. hahahahaax. (= So nice. (jkjkjk).
Den I used tt 5 bucks and bought a standard ticket den yea..liddat. After we reach I go over her house and watch Madagascar.. AGAIN. Lolz. Tt show rox. So funny lorz. Budden half way through den mi mom call. Cuz she goin out den she noe I no keys. urgh. So gotta go home half way through the show. Nvm. I watach tomolo. (=. Ohs, yeas. Gotta return Miaoz de money tomolo. Darn it. )=. kd. anywaes. yea. so. erm. den I went home. den nth do. no tv shows to watch.. So cum and blogg after crappin around for quite a long time.. Lolz.
haizzz. 6 more minutes den gotta go liao. I'm so damn freakingly bored. BORED. bored. BoREd. Bored. Btw, I'm listening to Green Forest's ending song. Can never get sick of it. haax. (= So nice. Dunno whyy so many people dun lyk it. Oh well.
Yesterday wasn't very nice.. Had a big fight wif.. wif.. nvm. Its all bcuz of HER fault lor. SHE is so damn freakingly fuckin irritating and annoying and.. and.. urgh. Dun wan tok abt HER liao. Thinkin of her is enouf to kill a person. let alone lookin at her. URGHS. I JUZ CANT-STAND-HER. I'm goin mad. crazy. siao. I'm juz killin time here.
*tick. tick. tick. tick. tick. tick. ...*
(look at watch).
*tick. tick. tick. tick. tick. ...*
(look at watch).
Okay. Tis iznt de way to kill time. Tell ya 2 jks. Got from 1A today. Kinda cute.
First Joke:
Whyy did Tigger look into the toilet bowl?
Bcuz he wanted to find pooh. (= (cute eh?) hahax.
Second Joke:
It was a rather stormy night. A little boy said,"Mama, can uu sleep wif mi tonite? I'm afraid."
His mother replied," Sorry dear, But I have to sleep wif ur daddy tonite."
The little boy shuddered in his blankets and said," Wad a big sissy."
(Cute huh? hahaax. Budden nott the original one.. So pls dun mind.. (=. )
Shit. gotta go. c yaz. (=.
Jayy. (=
Posted by Thursday, June 29, 2006 6/29/2006 05:23:00 PM with 0 notes | add more notes
Long time since I post anything le.. Hahaax. Today rite, Mi and Miaoz were on the train. Den at dunnoe wad stop, Sizheng came in. Koh Sizheng.. yeas. Den miaoz was like.. laughin like siao. Diao. hahahaax. =D. Den erm, when I saw him at the door, I was like," Oh My God. Its Sizheng." Den Miao sae "Huh?" den she turn around. Den Sizheng came in. I was very surprised when he said," Hi" or wazzit hello.. nvm. yeas.. I tout he would avoid us or sth.
Anywaes. Den yea, Miaoz was like laughin like shit. hahahahaax. So funny. den Sizheng was like looking at her den mi den her again, wif a puzzled look, probably thinking," I very funny meh? Whyy dey/she laugh like shit lyk dat?"
After tt we went CCK and have lunch. We walked here and dere, cant decide wad to eat. Den I decided on Chicken rice and Miaoz bought wadever Tau Fu. so weird. see den no appetite liao.. =D. *Miaoz, dun blame mi. Its true.. =D? hahaax. srrys.* After lunch we bought yogurt ice-cream. $2.30. I'm goin broke soon. ...
Miaoz ate so fast tt she had stomache after tt. hahahahaax. Miaoz, dun eat so fast nxt time. (= Den we went home. Lolzlolz. Ai yahs.. anywaes, it was damn funny. =D =D. Tomolo is Youth Day Celebration.. Havin a flea market. Nott very interested. Now mi shoulders ache like SHIT. Mi bag very heavy lor. URGHS.
Tomolo got CCA not still dunch noe.. Needa ask l8er. Art Club open house on 15th July.. Lots of things cumin up in July.. IDMI wk.. Open House.. Tis and dat. AIYAH. ALOT LARZ. =D. Doing Geog and Zhou Ji.. Zheng lao shi gave each of us a time-out chocol8e as Youth Day present. My FIRST YOUTH DAY PRESENT- TIMEOUT CHOCOL8E. Lolz. but den mi chinese tcher very good one.. (=.
Ohs yeas.. Had PE todae. Miaoz and Chen Ye said tt TTG will wan EVERYONE to run.. Luckily arh. He gave us free time. Budden no games.. Only can practice the NAPFA even though NAPFA is over.. DIAO RITE. den lots of ppl nothing to do, so dey sat down or crap around. So lame. Tomolo skool ends at 12.30pm.. I hope got no CCA.
SO BORED. urghs. nth to do. So tired. I'm thinkin abt 5 ppl now.. 3 are my enemies.. 1 is whyy miao still nv call.. and last one.. DUN TELL UU. *sly smile*. hahahaax. I'm lame.. I noe. CUZ I'M BORED. SOOOOOO-B-O-R-E-D.
Haizzzz. I CANT BELIEVE WE ARE GOIN PASIR RIS PARK FOR IDMI WK. OH MY GOD LORZ. WAD THE FU(K.
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I noe I vulgar.. anywaes. Gotta go liao. Todae was rather interesting.. And sth happened tt made Miaoz decided to listen to mi and stay in skool the nxt time.. hahahaax. Cant tell uu. L8er she cum and strangle mi.. (= hahaax. Gotta go. C yaz. =D.
Jayy. (=
Posted by Tuesday, June 20, 2006 6/20/2006 08:16:00 PM with 0 notes | add more notes
Juz finish dinner. so full. *burp* (kdkd). hahahaax. Darn Miaoz. She nott replyin on MSN. maybe she went for dinner. hahax. Todae actually wan go Woodlands de. Den last min I cannot.. cuz erm,.. got sth. ya. hahax. SORRY MIAOz. very sorry. )= hahax.
Miaoz yesterdae call mi, den suddenly tell mishe wan pierce ear-holes. I was lyk.. SHOCKED. cuz she no reason suddenly wan go pierce. Lolz. I actually wan de. Budden my mom 50% agree, 50% dun agree. Haizz. no use tokin to her. Lolz. den after dinner yesterdae, Miaoz called mi and suddenly tell mi she dun wan pierce liao. WAH LIAO. DEN I SPENT SO MUCH EFFORT GO PERSUADE FOR WAD. (hahax) So in the end never go pierce. cant. cuz didnt go. SORRY MIAOz. ahahaa..sorry!
Make her so ma fan. )= haizz. Budden apologise liao. Budden actually todae plan go Woodlands den eat Mos Burger de. Very long time never eat Mos Burger liao! hahax. Miaoz ate about 3 wks ago. Wif ***. (=. Got one post on tt! ..I tink. hahax. Den maybe after tt we could have gone take neo-prints. )= )=. So sad.. once again.. SORRY MIAOz. I wunt do it again.. )=.
Later watching "Da Chang Jin". Lolz. I watch for fun. Tt "Min Zheng Hao" very qian4 bian3 leh. and whyy muz his moustache be tt way?? So ugly.. he should look into the mirror. hahahaax. Den the poor emporer. haizz. Budden he a lil` fat leh. So..WIDE. Lolzlolz. Tomolo den Last episode liao. Nott excited. (=
Ohs yeas. Mi and Miaoz made sum very funny jokes. hahahahaax! So funny. (= (= Send us laughin for dunnoe how long. Lolzlolz. To Miaoz: hahax. remember the "sun under people elephant rabbit high elephant rabbit oreo sun JOKES"!! hahahaax.
Oh. juz now tt? Ohs. hahaax. tt was mi and Miaoz "secret code". VERY SILLY. But at least no- one will understand wad we tokin`!! After all.. tts the function of secret codes. hahahaax. I'm being lame here. Haizz. Thurs surely can go.. Hope Miaoz can go and I last min dun have sth happen.. (= (=
Shall stop heres. Be happie and Smile often!! (= (=.
The music I like. (=
Posted by 6/20/2006 01:21:00 PM with 0 notes | add more notes
Phew.. Tired out.
Posted by Monday, June 19, 2006 6/19/2006 04:07:00 PM with 0 notes | add more notes
FiNaLlY! After about like dunnoe how long, I finished changing a blogg skin. Didn't noe need so much work. ARGH! Especially tt dang ol` Tag-board. Spent about an hour tryin to get it rite. At last, finally got it rite..was so happie.
Ohs, Miaoz came bac todae! hahax. She reached Singapore at about 5 sth am in the morning. Den call mi at around 8 sth am in the morning. I slept damn late last nite uu noe. Den she so early call. Nearly killed her. But she got brin mi souveniers, so I rao2 ta1 yi2 ming4. hahahahax. Budden she still owe me a box of chocolates for my bdae abt 2 mths ago. SHEESH. *crackknuckles*. But luckily she promised before 1st July. =D hahahx. My jiejie very good de.. (in a sense.. Lolzlolzlolz. (= . )
Oohs. She cant go anywhere todae and tomolo. Todae cuz.. *cannot sae, or she will kill mi for embarrassing her =D*. Tomolo cuz she got geog project. same as my geog project. budden different tcher. Lolzlolz.
Poor Miaoz. She didn't have a very NICE first dae in China. hahax. cant tell ya wad happened.
Anywaes. I finally finished my blogg tingy. Maybe plae sum games l8er. Ohs, and the song is "wu2 fa3 kai1 kou3". The ending song of the show "Green Forest, My Home". That show is nice. Budden the song is nicer. (= (= Can go http://www.1ting.com/ and download. Juz click on the shows/movies catergory den go to "L". yeppz. easy cheesy. hahax. So bored. Juz now was SO DAMN FED UP wif tt stupid tag board tingy. Haizz. Please tagg anywaes! (= (= hahahax.
Got to run. Otherwise cannot play game liao. Toodles! (=
Posted by Saturday, June 17, 2006 6/17/2006 08:36:00 PM with 0 notes | add more notes
... I got tagged by Chang. So gotta do tis quiz tingy. hahax. (= (=
Rules:
1)Do this quiz without a fuss. Don't complain about it. ( Don't be such inhumane to make me lose the privilage to complain. =) )
2)Choose 5 people after you have done this quiz. Leave a tag on that person tag board to tell him/her has been tagged.
Start your post with 'I have been tagged!' then do the following quiz.
TEN FAVOURITES.
- Favourite color : Black and White
- Favourite food: Hmmm. Quite alot. hahax. (= (=
- Favourite song: Mmm. Countless. (=
- Favourite movie: Random. But for now.. maybe "The Omen". Tt movie rawkz. (Cuz I never watch movie for very long le..) )=
- Favourite season: Winter and Autumn.. I prefer quietness. (=
-Favourite day of the week: Friday. Cuz got Art Club and end of school. (= (=
-Favourite ice-cream flavour: Chocolate? Hahax. I like ALMOST all of the flavours.. (= (=
-Favourite book: ... Christopher Pike books? and maybe Dan Brown's books.. =D
-Favourite cartoon: Detective Conan, Tsubasa. ... dun tink hv anymore le..
NINE CURRENTS.
- Current mood: Irritated? hahax. (=
- Current clothes: erm.. Pants and Tee.. =D
- Current desktop: erm. Tis comp?? -.-
- Current toenail: wad do uu tink? Of cuz normal la. -.-"
- Current time: 8.49pm.
- Current annyoance: Hmm. MY SIS.
- Current thought: .. Mmm. Not sure. hahaha. (=
- Current boyfriend/girlfriend: ERM. did uu notice tt I'm only 13? If uu didn't, den I'm tellin uu now. (=
EIGHT FIRSTS.
- First best friend: ... Nott very nice memories. Can I dun say? )=
- First crush: *silence* (hahaha.)
- First movie: ERM.. Hu will remember de?? -.-
- First piercing: Soon.. I hope. hahax. (=
-First movie: These qns are stupid.. (=
- First music: I-DUN-NOE.. -.-""
- First car: Oh cool! Where's my license?
First handphone: Tis year?? (pathetic rite? LoLz.)
HAVE YOU EVER ...
- Dated one of your bestfriend?
Can I scream? *screams* thank you. No.
- Broken the law?
Yeppz. =D
- Been arrested?
Den hu is the [MI] here?? Another [MI]?? cool.. -.-"
- Skinny-dipped?
*annoyed look* erm. wad do uu tink? No la. of cuz. -.-?
- Been on TV?
I did? *dumb look* ... Nah. dun tink so. (=
- Kissed by someone you don't know.
DUH NO. I'm gettin irritated by uu. -.-"""
FIVE THINGS YOU'RE WEARING.
- spectacles
- Tee
- Pants or shorts. wadever.
- Hairband
- Watch
FOUR THINGS YOU HAVE DONE TODAY.
- WALK
- RUN
- DRINK
- EAT
- SLEEP
( Sorry guys but I really really feel like sleeping. And it doesn't help that the questions are a bit ... you know.)
THREE THINGS YOU CAN HEAR RIGHT NOW.
- Listening to theme song of "绿光森林"-> "无法开口". The song and the show rawks! (=
- The silence of the night? LoLzLoLzLoLz. =D =D
- The air-con wind blowin on my face.. (= (= so "COOL".
TWO THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT.
- True frenz.
- Family.
THINGS YOU DO WHEN YOU'RE BORED.
- Go blogg(s).
- Talk on phone wif Miaoz.
- Watch tv.
- Read wadever I can find in my MESSY room. (= (= (=
- Crap around.
- Listen to music.
- sms.
(Actually nothing much larz. (= )
FIVE PERSON I WANNA TAG.
- Angela
- Genevieve
- Lolo
- Feei
- Chang
( Sorry guys. (=. )
Posted by Thursday, June 15, 2006 6/15/2006 05:50:00 PM with 0 notes | add more notes
[x]you know someone that cares about you
[]you have a bf/gf/fiance/husband/wife
[x]you have your own room
[x]you own a cellphone
[]you get good grades
[]you have an ipod/mp3 player
[x]your parents are still married
[x]you have more than 2 best friends
[]there is a swimming pool in your backyard.
[x]you live in a house
TOTAL:6
[x]you dress how you want to
[x]you hang out with your friends more than once a week
[]there is a computer/laptop in your room
[x]you have never been beaten up
[x]you never cry more than twice a month
[x]you are allowed to listen to the music you want
[x]your room is big enough for you
[x]people don't use you for something you have
[x]you have been to a concert
[x]you laugh more than twice a day
TOTAL:9
[]you have over 100 friends on friendster
[]you have pictures on friendster
[x]you get allowance
[]you collect something normal
[x]people don't make fun of you to be mean
[x]you look forward to go to school
[]you don't wish you were someone else
[x]you play a sport
[x]you do something after school
[x]you shower daily
TOTAL:6
[]you own a car
[x]you're healthy
[]you've never had a cavity
[x]you usually don't fight with your parents
[x]you are happy with your appearance
[]you aren't self-conscious at all
[]you have never got a failing grade in your life
[x]you have friends
[x]you have so many inside jokes with your friends
[x]you know your parents care and love you
TOTAL:6
[x]you know what is going on in the world
[x]you care about so many people
[x]you are happy with your life
[x]you usually aren't sick
[x]you know more than one language
[x]you have a screen name
[]you own a pet
[x]you know the words to more than 5 songs
[x]you don't have many enemies
[x]you are happy you're living
TOTAL:9
GRAND TOTAL:36
My life is 36 x 2 = 72% Puurrfect. (= (=
Better off without you..
Posted by Wednesday, June 14, 2006 6/14/2006 11:23:00 PM with 0 notes | add more notes
I think I'm better off without you. You brought me nothing.. nothing but pain. You hurt me deeply. and I never wanna see you again. I just hope that you could go away. disappear. vanish. be gone forever. or even.. even die off. tragically. get run over by a car. van. lorry. wadever. just die. or get shot through your head. crush your skull. wadever it is. as long as you die, its good.
How did I ever tolerate you? What the hell was I thinking?
cant live without you? Never.
I don't wanna see you. or hear from you. or anything to do with you. I want to be left alone for awhile. You think you are popular? No. You are a coward. a suckin` Coward. You think you are good in everything. No. You are such a faker. a sucko. a coward. You run away from things and hide behind your sucky frenz. Hu did you think you are?
Whenever I see your face. Unpleasant memories appear before my eyes. And it was until recently. when I was working on my projects. I realised, that I am no longer the me in the past. I don't care about you. or any of your frenz. They fake. just like you.
and sometimes, in an emergency, tts when you find out who are your true frenz. Like Miaoz, Kim(1A), Wan Ying, Xu Hong, Rui Ting, Si Ting, Charmaine, and many many 1A students. (= You guys rawk.
Just to add on. You ain't true at all. You guys are a wadever bad words that describe people. You people are inhuman. ...
Some people, they are crazy over some people, that they don't do well in their studies. And some people, they act cool. Some fat a**, they think they are popular. when they are ugly, sucky, and nott popular. at all. They think they are like angels just bcuz they can bond well in a class. or a group. or between the two genders. I don't give a damn to this f*ckin` people.
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Nothing much to say. Got to go. havent finish Maths yet.. c yaz. ((=
Sian.+
Posted by 6/14/2006 10:20:00 AM with 0 notes | add more notes
I in school now. Budden slackin`. hahax. haizz. Miaoz cumin bac nxt Mon.. Still countin down. Today is, erm, Wednesday.. yeppz. Suppose to be doin Geog project now.. budden no one doin. so I slack lorz. (= (= hahax. Juz finish helpin a frenwif her blogg.
Nothing to post about.. Cuz I very bored. DAMN bored... Hmm.. Got to go do project liaoz. buh byees. (=
Haizz.
Posted by Sunday, June 11, 2006 6/11/2006 01:25:00 PM with 0 notes | add more notes
Haizzz. Miaoz went to China. 3rd dae. Baahs. So bored. No one to tok to. Haizzz. Anywae. I watched a bit of World Cup. haax. Quite nice. Now doing homework. Budden sick of Homework liao. So I cum here post. So bored. Usually got sumone to tok to one. Now no one lorz. haizzz. Nxt Wed got to go bac skool and finish up Geog project. Ohs yeas. My Chi project. haizz. tok to Char l8er.
So bored lorz. That Miaomiao beda cum bac quick. otherwise I'm gonna kill her liao. Lolzlolz. kdkd. Reali very bored. Actually todae goin out de. Budden now rain so hard, so cannot go out liao. haizzhaizzz. Now a lot of people copi mi and write "haizz".. Especially MIAOZ. *stares hard at her*. hahax. Budden I also copy her "uu". Lolzlolzl0lz. So bored. Haizz.
DHS nxt year movin liao. movin to Boon Lay. (I think). yeppz. Den dun nd to go tt far liao. (= (= Budden when move bac to new campus den I year 4 liao. at least still got 2 more years at new campus. haahaax. (= (=
Yesterdae mi sis sick. den we plae snakes and ladder for like dunnoe HOW MANY TIMES liao. Hahaaz. Budden I keep on winnin, so she very bu shuang. =D. Lolz. AHH. Miaoz uu quickly cum bac larz. I so bored here. ohs, yeas.. Got sth to tell ya too. Its `bout erm,.. SUMONE's album. Uu shld remember rite? We only toked abt ONE PERSON's album. hahaaz. So funny.
ARGHHS. cant stand the boredom liao. wadever larz. nvm. so, erm, haizz. Now I bcum a lil` bit darker. yeas. haahaaz. (= (= Darker nicer. Miaoz also sae sho. She alsho darker. Budden nott as dark as mi. =DD. Lolzlolz. Haizz. when she cum bac den goin for movie or Mos Burger. Lolzlolz. Mos Burger veri nice one! Especially the minestrone soup. *yummi* Hahaaaz.
Krishnan's Dairy review sho difficult to write lorz. Haizz. Still workin on it. Mi homework left:
1) Make Geog props and finish rehearsing.
2)Call of the Wild. (still havent finish readin! arghs. die liao.)
3)Maths w/s. (so difficult. __ _____ ____ ___ ____!!!!!) <= cant sae out. cuz..cuz.. nvm. :D
4)Chi project (gotta ask Char..)
Guess tts all for my hw list. haizz. whoa. cool. I finish sho much of holidae hw liaoz. (= (=. hahaaz. Actually got a lot of. okayys. Not THAT much budden, aiyah, nvm larz. guan ta de.
"Xin Niang 18 Sui" sho nice. (= (= (= Anyone watch?? Veri nice one. hahaaz. Got to go for lunch. C yaz. buh byees. (= (=
So bored.
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Heyyz. Back from lunch. (= haizz. So bored. everydae homework, homework and MORE HOMEWORK. bleahs. So bored. I nearly die liao. Miaoz goin China tomolo morning. She wunt be bac until nxt, nxt, Mondae. Urghs. A whole week alone. okayz. not alone. but den no one to tok to leh. ARH. No-one tagg at my blogg de. haizz. Going Sentosa on Sunday. but not confirmed yet.
Life's so boring. hahax. That time Miaoz went out wif *** rite, she sae *** pretend her legs hurt like shit. hahax. so funny. make *** sound REALLY retarded. lolzlolz. so bored. I am going crazy.
Maths so difficult lorz. (____________________________!!!) <= cannot show cuz *coughcough* its insulting and VERY OBVIOUS. hahax. (= But den Miaoz should noe. Haizz. Still waiting for her to finish polishing and updating. Then I link her. Her blog add is www.___________.blogspot.com! (cannot show. l8er she kill mi.. Lolzlolz.)
Haizz. lets c wad hw I hv left.
1)Call of the Wild thingy. (still havent finish reading).
2)Krishnan's Dairy's theatre review. (have to finish; Did half-way =P).
3)DARN MATHS.
4)Chinese project (still no news).
5)Geog project. (tomolo!!).
Urghs. Homework sux. homework simply sux sux sux and sux. ARGHH. cant take it anymore. goin MAD. hahax. maddy and Maddie. Lolzlolz. yea. LAME.-.-"" But nothing else to do... haizz..
Last nite I slept at 1 or 2 sth. Pa4 dao4 bu4 gan3 shui4. Cuz the Omen got a few shots / scenes very freaky. Miaoz should noe too. hahax. she also having a "bad-nite-sleep". Lolz. Anywae, den I finally slept but den woke up again at 4 sth. Mi mom off the air-con. den so damn hot. Somemore my room so dark. So I was in my blankets all along. I sweated like mad. Den I xia4 ding4 jue2 xin1, and walk across the room to take the control. Den I on the air-con. Wah. Shuang man. hahax.
Den I already awake liao. den also dun dare sleep. keep on thinkin of a scary "mirror" scene in the movie. I slept at 6.45am like tt. Cuz tt time outside brighten up liao. Den I sleep. Arghs. Den my sis cum in at 9 sth. So irritating. feel like strangling her. Damn damn irritating. So I didn't sleep much lorz. *yawn* haiz. haahx. But den very funny. Miaoz and me were thinkin of the same scene. Lolz. The scene when Damien skate to the mother's toilet when she was brushing her teeth and den stopped dere and looked at her. Den she turn around. No-one. Den she slowly turn bac and flip open the other half of the mirror and saw a *****. cannot sae.. too freaked liao.
Haizz. Tts all liao. got to go do hw liao. bu4 ran2 hui4 si3 qiao4 qiao4 de. hahax. kks. Buh Byees.
PuzzleD.
Posted by 6/08/2006 12:40:00 PM with 0 notes | add more notes
Ahh.. Miaoz and I went to watch "The Omen" yesterdae at Jurong East.. =D Night movie. So cool. It rawkz. (= (= I left my house late. Den there is this 4 teen guys in front of mi, also walking the same road. ARGH. Feel like killing them. One by one dey turn around, saw mi, den quickly turn bac. Den they walk in a row. FOUR OF THEM IN A ROW. sheesh. Den they suddenly walk damn slow. I nearly wanted to shout at them. Wah liao. Luckily I overtook them by the little space at the side. Haizz. I was late. hahax.
We caught a 7.25pm movie. It was nice. But den not exactly the ending that I was thinking.. Oh well. And, there was 2 teen guys sitting on my left. The guy right beside mi was eating Long John Silvers. He take so big bites den so irritating. somemore I never eat dinner leh. so loud noise den I feel like telling him straight in the face,' EI, I WATCHING MOVIE. UU DUN EAT NOW CAN ANOT?!" LolzLolz.
Anywae, after that Miaoz wan go eat dinner. Urghs. I drank a whole, medium cup pepsi, so chi bu xia. wadever. Miaoz ate Chicken rice. Quite a torture watch her eat. Cuz looks so nice. Haizz. But den see her put black soya sauce then no appetite liao. Lolz. haizz. Then after that we went home.
I bought otahs and Miaoz bought Mai Ya Tang. hahax. She ate a bit den play with it. Den she throw away. The otah not nice one lor. Not spicy one..
The movie was reali nice. quite spooky in a sense. One priest got killed when a long spiky rod stabbed him in the chest. oohs. a lil gross. Aiyah.. Anywae, tt movie chao shuang lorz. EVERYONE MUZ GO WATCH. (= (=
gtg for lunch liao. c yaz. (=(=
..Dotz
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I'm scared. so scared. I'm so lost. what should I do? Friends? or foes? I don't know.
You people are hypocrites. You act great. you act cool. you act friendly. what for? for your popularity? for your reputation in the school?
no.
Then what for?
Despise. Hatred. Friendliness. Happiness. They are all mixed up in my head. in my heart. I ahte that. I want to see the real you. the REAL you.. I want true people, to be my friends. I want the truth out of eveything. I hate being kept in the dark of something. I don't want that to happen..
You lied. I gave you a few chances and yet, you still lied. I can't believe what kind of friends you are. or rather.. WERE WE FRIENDS FROM THE BEGINNING? I don't know. but I want to know.
What's good for you if you lied? You won't get more true friends. You think at a new place, in a new environment, you can survive? You think you are popular? hahs. you are so wrong. SO wrong..
You forgot your good friends. All the good friends and all the friends who accepted you as you are. WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU? Why can't people change? Why can't some people just wake up and face the world and reality?
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Lets talk about something nice. (= Haizz. Miao and I took a picture. (together). FINALLY. I didn't want to. Then she said all these BLAH BLAH BLAH and I had to take a photo. (= But it turned out good. I THINK. Lolz. Don't let her see this. Well, hahax. That time she went out with this gurl called ***. (cannot sae. cuz she might read. (=) hahax. Miao didn't take my advice and ended up not very nicely. Lolzlolz. hahax. It was so funny when she told me what happened. *** was kind of like.. Retarded? Lolzlolz. haizz. L8er goin to watch "Omen" with Miaoz at Jurong East.
still got some time left. Art Camp was last week. (30th & 31st May). It was, erm, weird? okies. maybe okay okay larz. hahax. But then the item we ahd to put up was hilarious. Lolzlolz. Haizz. Our group did "Jian dan Ai" by Jay. 1 gal (Jia Yun) and 2 guys (Jeremy and one I dunnoe hu) were the lead singer. Then they didn't want to stand at the front. So they stood at the side. It was so embarrassing. haizzz. Cuz last minute mah.. so no-one knew the steps. Then we were so DIAO up there. ahhh.... so embarrassing. hahahahax. But it was fun. we got to know more people and friends there.
Miao and I were unhappy and complaining about something that time. (Not fight) haizz. We.. nvm. cannot sae. anyway. yea. and the Sec 4s had to go. *pretend to be sad* hahax. but then how to be sad when we don't even know them? okays. maybe for a few months or so. Yeas. We starting on the BIG Mosaic piece. I wonder who will be in the new Art Club comm. hahax.
Haizzz. so bored. AH. sorrys. write until here liao. got to go meet miaoz liao.
buh byees! (=(=
-lost in my heart. confused feelings. mixed emotions. what should I do? ...
myLIFEaintno[P]erfect
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My life is miserable. I may not know the REAL misery of life. but I'm positive that my life is a misery. I hate my life. I feel so depressed. so down. so sad. I want to just disappear and go off to somewhere where it is quiet and peaceful.
I only want freedom in my life. What's wrong with that? I don't know. I'm not sure. I don't want people or whoever to control my life. It's my life. Nothing they do can change this fact. I feel so. so. so enclosed. I feel so lonely. I can't tell anyone how I really feel. What I really think. What's wrong with people now adays?
I don't want ayone to care or interfere into my life. No-One. I hate people who controls my life, and pretend that they care. It's like so FAKE. and I hate fakers.. hypocrites.. whatever. I want to be freed. I want to be alone. I wat things to be my way. I want my life to be according to my way. I don't want anyone to care. don't.no-one.nothing in my way. nothing..
I don't want to know a lot of things. I don't want to be sad annd disappointed. I don't. truely. I hate my life. I hate this kind of life. I want to improve my life. I want a better life. I do. I really do.
What else can I do? ... ...
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`Junyan )=
(havin a bad day. So please don't make me scold you vulgar by irritating me.)
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J A N E L L E Like fire and rain, you drive me insane♥
NAME: Janelle
AGE: 80
DATE OF BIRTH:16th April
ZODIAC: Aries
NATIONALITY: Singaporean
COUNTRY: Singapore
STATUS: I'm gay
SCHOOL: SAPS, DHS
Favourite
1. Foods: Mum's cooking, pastries, KOI, ice cream, plums, and basically everything.
2. Drinks: Non-carbonated ><
3. Fruits: ALL!♥
4. Deserts: none that I don't like.
5. Colours: Pink, blue, purple.
6. Pet: None
7. Singer: 2AM, SJ, SNSD, B2ST, MISS A, F(x), BIG BANG. (this list is endless~)
Loves
1. Taking photos
2. Hanging out with friends, shopping
3. Singing
4. Movies
5. Cute stuffs
Hates
1. BUGS, especially butterflies.
2. Hypocrites
3. Heights
4. Darkness
Things I currently do
1. Going to school and mugging my brains out
2. Keeping in contact with friends ♥
3. Enjoying life (minus the studying part)
4. Growing up
5. Playing Piano and guitar (for fun)
Wish Lists
1. Change my hairstyle
2. *secret*
3. Get good grades
4. Fly to Korea and Taiwan to meet my husbands (HAHAHA)
5. Shopping
6. For all these to be over.
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