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Janelle. Born on 16th April.
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Posted by Friday, March 27, 2009 3/27/2009 03:52:00 PM with 0 notes | add more notes

HELLO

I'm back. lol. Blog's dead now._. ahh nevermind. Loads of setbacks lately :\ failing everything. But I'm not gonna give up. Physics didn't disappoint me (: Am pretty happy when I got it back today :D But I expected a higher grade hmm :\

Started going for chemistry tuition since 2 weeks ago. Every tuesday. hmm. Not exactly what we're learning/what we've learnt. O Level syllabus is indeed different. Does that mean we're actually slower?o.o

Two tests next week. Major news! T_T
Blah. E math and chem. OH and A math ytd was so s.c.r.e.w.e.d -.-
Urgh. Luck's totally down these few days. or rather this whole year (though there's only 3 months).

Tomorrow's dongchen's CS concert. SH's. (not siswo hartoyo-_-) LOL! GST don't huachi arh. wahaha. k nvm. Yitian is osama! Jinxin is chen guanxi! osama is chenguanxi's hou gong and vice versa. eew lol. hahaha. Chenniao likes to farm-.- LOL on xiaonei. hahahahahaha. Hilarious. I was laughing at her for the past 39487456194290 minutes [: hahahaha

In the comp lab now. Freaking cold. My fingers are frozen-_-

Ahh. Yitian is Cold papaya. lol. HAHA. The scene where she gives birth to little papayas. :D so cute. lol

Jinxin's right; 疯狂也是一种幸福

미안한, 사랑하♥

I can't type chinese so I'm emo-ing now._.

haish. nvm.

Shall end this useless post with a song(:

"When It All Falls Apart"

I'm having the day from hell,

it was all going so well (before you came)

And you told me you needed space,

With a kiss on the side my face (not again)

And not to mention (the tears I shed)

But I should have kicked your (ass instead)

I need intervention

Attention to to stop temptation to scream

'cause baby

Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart

Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart

Gotta pick myself up where do I start

'cause I can't turn to you

when it all falls apart No

Don't know where I parked my car

Don't know who my real friends are (anymore)

I put my faith in you

What a stupid thing to do (when it rains it pours)

And not to mention (I drank too much)

I'm feeling hung over (and out of touch)

I need intervention

Attention to to stop temptation to scream

'cause baby

Can it be easier?

Can I just change my life?

'cause it just seems to go bad everytime

Will I be mending?

another one ending once again

Falls apart

Gotta pick myself up

'cause things are messed up

this lyrics i took from the net is so screwed-.-

ahh well tata/

LATELY

Posted by Wednesday, March 11, 2009 3/11/2009 08:30:00 PM with 0 notes | add more notes

Things just turn out so unexpectedly. somehow. :\ But I don't know how-.- Failed so many things. and I'm reflecting. of course. Mean while, I'm also struggling. Struggling to stand up, to get up after the setbacks, and the disappointments. So many things to cope with. I just don't know if I can make it up to standard anymore. It's irritating. Really. I just don't know where and what went wrong. So how can I improve for the better? And i'm still reflecting...

2009. A really bad year. Year 4 now. So many things happened, so many people changed. People come and they go eventually. I think I'm starting to accept that now. Some people are not meant to be there, and so no matter how hard you try to hold on, they will still leave.
Friendship is a very frail thing. I realise. Things that don't work out will never work out. And things that went on so smoothly, in fact too smoothly, would go wrong in the end. I too, have changed. I'm starting to question many things in my friendships with others. Am I too sensitive? I mean, everyone is bound to question things. Just a matter of whether they voice it out.

I'm starting to reflect alot now adays. I think I'm soon going to be part of the big family in Woodbridge. How very nice.

我曾经跟你说过，我是个非常珍惜友情的人。虽然你没有给我正面的答复，但是我依然相信，你跟我一样。虽然一开始，我是有很多的疑问，但是我问不出口。因为我怕。我怕，一旦我问出口，我们之间的一切就会被破坏掉。所以我一直忍着。我不停地告诉自己，自己想的不会发生，这一切都会像童话故事里面一样。我们大家，会永远永远地快乐下去。可是我错了。这一切都发生地这么得快。一夕之间，什么都变了。你变了，事情变了，友谊也变了。我从来没想过的东西发生了。伤心，是因为无法接受我们之间越来越疏远？是啊。我怀念当初的友谊，当初在一起的时光，当初一起走过的日子。可是现在，我必须面对的，却是变质的友谊。从一开始到现在，我的脑海里一直有一个问题。我很想要问你，可是我不敢。应该还是害怕吧。
现在，虽然不像以前那样了，可还算是一段友谊，所以我会继续相信你，相信这段友情。我对你冷淡，我对你忽冷忽热，我不理你，那是因为我不知道怎么样面对你。我不知道，自己还有没有资格再做你的朋友，但相信我，只要你还珍惜，那我一定也会珍惜。这段友谊能不能维持下去，我也不知道。这个世界这么的大，我们永远不会知道以后会遇到谁，现在的人将来会不会失去联系。曾经的感觉那么的强烈，让我开始怀疑，这一切是不是虚幻。

okay. I've got to go. Been on comp for such a long time. =\
tata//

and I'm still holding on ♥

birthday miao

Posted by Tuesday, March 03, 2009 3/03/2009 10:09:00 PM with 0 notes | add more notes

Failed my chem test terribly.
My temper is getting worse as days pass by.
What on earth is happening._.
Okay so what if I don't know. It's not a crime. blah whatever.

SWEET16 birthday miao!♥

LATELY

Posted by Monday, March 02, 2009 3/02/2009 08:03:00 PM with 0 notes | add more notes

So many things to do. I'm so running out of time. If only there was 72 hours a day and that there was no school. I would really be happy then [:
Jiayou jiayou.

一定要撑过去...

Happy 17th birthday to geng aokun![:

What would happen if that accident back in 10 years ago did not happen? I doubt if things would still be the same...

"就算心很痛，我也要谢谢你。因为你让我爱过"♥

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