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 sku's startin ya...
 Posted by Sunday, June 24, 2007 6/24/2007 01:11:00 AM with 0 notes | add more notes
okie. so... SITING'S BAC~~! hehe. She went Miao's house for projects on friday. den after tt we three went for desserts under our blocks dere.. it was so funny. we were eating halfway den these group of ppl came in. Dey were mostly kids larh. haha. One of dem was saying out loud," 你要赔我钱! 有医药费，心理费，还有昨天晚上的事你让我没睡好觉......." hahahah~~ we were practically lauffing after every scoop of dessert. :D hahahah~~ was so damn funny. Mii and siting lauff until stomachache liao. hehehe~ ^^
den after tt went miao's house. [actually I was standing downstairs while siting goes uo wif miao to pack her bag and go-.-]. well den we walked towards the mrt station. we sat down at the chairs at the 2nd block from miao's house [the middle block between mii and miao's house]. den we walked to the 3rd block from miao's house and were juz stuck dere. we stopped and chatted. den we walked a bit den stop and chat again. den we walk bac and stop and chat. -.- hahaha. I noe. crazy eh. LOL.
Den finally I was pissed off and den went home. =X den dey actually came to my house-.- siting was calling mii to ask where am I. den after a while she suddenly say, "ok bye." den clicked off immediately. I was still wondering when suddenly my mum called mii from downstairs and said tt my frens are here... -.-""" ya. I was damn shocked lor. let dem in den dey went in front of my comp. dey were trying to persuade Jiahui to go wif us on saturday [yesterday] to bugis. den after a while dey went. den after tt, jiahui say dun wan. den miao say no more money le. so only mii and siting. den we decided to chiong hw. hehe. I managed to chiong finish history poem by yesterday. chiong till darn tired lor. and thx raymond for helpin(: meanwhile, siting was suppose to be doing her poem too but sumhow she was reading tis darn book. she was like.. smsing in the middle of the night telling mii tt she 感动到 cry. den after tt is she cry until no tears liao and everytin. hahahahs. I was laughing. ^^
so I slept at 3.30++ in the morning.. yup yup. was darn tired. den woke up at 10 sth. hehe~ =P den started to chiong the rest of the hols hw. until now, managed to chiong finish my 剪报 and my 四大名著. but 四大名著 still got one last part left. but gonna finish soon liao. den after tis gotto find the info for the geog project den send to lishan before I sleep. Arranged to meet siting at 11am at Buona de. so I have absolutely no idea why am I still bloggin here when I haf SOOO many tings undone. hehehe~ heck la~ she still reading her darn book now... -.- hahahs~!
hahahs. okie den. shall check bac later after I've cleared ALL MY JUNE HOLS HW~ hehehe~
luvs(:
mii(:
SIAN. hehe
Posted by Wednesday, June 20, 2007 6/20/2007 04:29:00 PM with 0 notes | add more notes
yesterday went Charmaine's house for history project. 2nd time liao... >< den we managed to type out half of the report in point form... -.- haha. den went Bugis for dinner wif Vivian. Was so full after the cheese fries>< hahaha~ den we went to the 'Big place' again. haha. it's Bugis Street Market... izzit? heck la. LOL!
so we went dere and shop shop shop. hehe. we seem to be gettin closer ^^ and we nvr seem to be tired of tt place. hehe~ :D so we shopped for like...1 hour +++? hahaha~ yup. was veh fun. and we were veh zi lian.. ^^ took photos but she haven send mii yet -.- LOL. shall update another time den. :D
MIAO'S FINALLY BAC! AND SHE BROUGHT MII BAC BUBBLEGUM. hehe. wo3 qiu2 ta1 mai3 one... hehe~ went for a dessert on monday.. haha. and so qiao3 tt dessert shop under our blocks dunno for wad reason close their shop tt day. -.- haha. so we went to the Sweettalk near the MRT station dere and bought a drink. :D chatted for a while den went home. hai.....~
SITING'S CUMIN BAC! ...TODAY!!! :D hehe~ so excited. finally she cumin bac liao. miss her lots..~ and got so mant tings to tell her... lol(: yesterday chatted wif her for a little while. she bought mii a small small tortoise. (acessory la -.-) haha~ she takin tonite's flight bac. so should be reachin in the morning. :D hehe.
and sku's starting next week... 4 days left.. >< hai..~ extreme stress >< ...
HOLS HOMEWORK LEFT:
1) SI DA MING ZHU worksheet. halfway done... =X
2) jianbao [..... =X!!]
3) Geog project [transportation]
4) geog project [articles' reflections; 2!]
5) History project [poem tingy =X]
cant seem to rmbr the rest. bloody... =X hehe^^
shall go do my sidamingzhu tingy now. haha~ ^^
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Posted by Friday, June 15, 2007 6/15/2007 11:27:00 PM with 0 notes | add more notes
Last Sunday went out wif Vivian. Went Bugis Junction. We were walking and walking around. Den we went to tis BIG place across the road from Bugis Junction. It was like... full of clothes and acessories and all. We walked and walked. Den in the end got lost>< hahaha. we walked and walked and walked. Den everywhere we go, it looks the same-.- lol. We were walking around in circles. we walked here and dere. haha. Before tt, we took neos in the Bugis Mall. ^^
Tis wk was FULL OF PROJECTS. Monday and Tuesday de projects were cancelled.
WEDS: In the morning met Charmaine at 9am for history project. but we were crapping and crapping. hehe. but we managed to set all the interview questions. ^^ den went for claz outing but had to leave early ><
THURS: Did ACC project in the morning (9am again-.-). den followed by history project. until like... 6.15? lol. the second half of the day I was so darn tired tt my eyes were half-open. =.= lol. If I look up I would be blinking and blinking. >< haha.
FRI: Met Lishan at BV. supposingly to be 11am but I was late by... 25 minutes? ha-ha-ha. sorry Lishan!>< den we went sku. took bus cuz it was raining. haha. den we went to hand in our LA Letter. hehe. we were like.. so late? hahaha~ den went the Macs near her house(which was at Tampines) and had lunch. den went to her house and do geog. haha. we were tokin and chattin and like..crappin all the time lor. hehehe~ met up Vivian for dinner afterwards ^^
Siting came online juz now... hai~ MISS HER LYK HELL LA can. really lor. >< hai~ MISS MIAO TOO. and when miao cum bac got sth to ask her.. -.- LOL! Got so many tings to tell dem...!! ><
COUNTDOWN: MIAO -- 2 DAYS (!!!!!!)
SITING -- 5 DAYS (!!!!!!)
yup. and... I dunno why also. suddenly wan cry. maybe cuz these few days happened a few tings bah...
突然觉得心好空哦... 呵.呵.呵 ... 好奇怪..哦...
maybe.. juz maybe I was wrong about uu. All of uu. ha. my fault. again. everytin was my fault. being ur fren was my fault. tellin uu everyin was also my fault. Even tokin to uu was my fault. Why is everytin my fault? I didn't want tings tis way either. I dun care how uu feel. Im juz.. tired. Im tired of everytin. Im tired of always being by ur side; Im tired of tinking of uu all day; Im tired of...everytin..
原谅我..
这并不是我想要的...
但..我能改变什么..?
我..什么..都改变不了..
我真的累了.
我不想再这样下去了.
我好想要就这样结束一切.
也许, 从一开始, 就只是我在自作多情罢了..
你从来就没喜欢过我.
弄到今天这地步, 也是我的错..
是我看错了你.
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我只想要抱着一个我能依靠, 能信任的人哭...
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没错..
时我先说再见的..
当时你知不知道我的心有多痛..?
你知不知道我的心一直都在挣扎...?
你又知不知道, 我从开始就一直都在爱着你, 从没放弃过....?
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但也许..
这样对你和我, 都好..
虽然是这样, 我还是会一直爱着你的...
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..直到...永远...
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also dunno why I typed tt. lol. juz suddenly appeared in my mind. maybe I read too much love story liao. hahaha...~
gtg la. nites! ^^
luvs,
mii!(:
Band concert!!
Posted by Friday, June 08, 2007 6/08/2007 11:07:00 PM with 0 notes | add more notes
Today was DHS Band Concert. So nice! haha. Supposed to meet Charmaine at 5.30 at Bugis. But she was late. cuz she took the wrong train and went to Eunos instead-.- hahaha. I went to get a Bubble tea, den we went to eat Yoshinoya (dunno how to spell. =P heh heh). I ordered Waffle Fries. was damn nice but was damn full after tt also>.< haha. Char ordered Teriyaki (dunno how to spell again>.<) Chicken Rice Set or sth liddat. lol.
We went to the toilet when we met at Bugis. den went again after we had our dinner (when we leaving la.) -.- haha. I told her Im gonna hav "toilet phobia" if Im wif her. hahaha! We were walking towards the mrt station (the old chang kee dere), den got 2 women fighting like siao. -.- but we never see. cuz I was dragged to the toilet by charmaine -.- haha.
We reached on time. lol. actually, we were early. So, I was dragged to the toilet. again! .. by char of cuz. lol. After tt we chose 2 seats rite under the lights -.- haha. was pretty bright. The concert was veh nice. But the concert pieces were all "lullaby-ish". haha. so nearly fell asleep. Funny part was tt I turned and saw Char wif her eyes half open. I tink she was sleepin (?) haha. den I nudged her and she woke up. hahaha! But towards the end I was practically half dreaming and half sleeping. hahahaha. But the concert was nice. yupp(:
Went toilet. AGAIN! after the concert. urghs. cant stand her. haha. =P We were tokin tokin tokin on the way to Raffles Place MRT. haha. Tokin abt our only topic (the one we tok abt the most and all the time? hahaha). Was so funny.
Reached home at abt 10.15pm Darn tired now. hahaha. Zzzz... (learn frm pl one. hahaha!) anywaes, tml not goin out. den sunday should be goin to meet up for geog. maybe goin. dunno whether got anytin before tt not... =/ den monday another geog project wif Lishan. hehe. we goin bac sku to hand in LA letter. [too lazy to hand in by today hehe~ ] den after tt maybe goin kboxin wif the gang (vivian, hf, sc, rn; I too lazy type out the full name liao. haha). lol. muz confirm first. den weds is claz outing. hai~ goin out so many times. muz rest well tml. haha.
COUNTING DOWN: 12 MORE DAYS FOR SITING TO CUM BAC
11 MORE DAYS FOR MIAO TO CUM BAC
why's everyone overseas? =( sad. hai~
shall go now. tired~
luvs,
mii!(:
..Confused =/
Posted by Tuesday, June 05, 2007 6/05/2007 10:59:00 PM with 0 notes | add more notes
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Siting's gone back Shanghai le. Miss her like hell le~... lol.. On Sunday nite, before she leaves, we sms-ed each other. Were exchanging "misses" and wishes. lol. Was afraid tt I couldnt wake up in time to sms her wishes, I smsed her at 1 sth am. She received it. haha. den smsed mii bac. lol. Then at around 10am, she smsed everyone (I dunno hu. But I got receive(: )
Was so sad. Felt like crying tt time. suddenly had a strong feeling tt Im gonna miss her a lot.. yea. true. I really do miss her a lot. lol. she's not gonna cum bac until the 20th.
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Miao's goin on Thursday. she's cumin bac early. the 17th, I tink. lol. will miss her too. during tis period, I'll have no one to lean on.. All my good frens overseas. great. great holidays.
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ha.
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dunno wad I doin also. anywae, updates for tis few days(:
Fri: go Band concert wif char. (:
Sun: -meeting up for geog project(:
-guitarr lesson! haha. raymond still owe us ANYTHING(: hehe
Mon: -meeting lishan for geog project!(:
-KBox-ing wif Vivian, HF, SC and RN. [to be confirmed(: ]
nth else le bah. the rest next time den update la. lol. ^^
Shall end wif tis story [taken from SITING(: blog.] 蛮感人的~ Tell mii how uu feel when uu first read it(:
有个小男孩，家里很穷。只有母亲。
小男孩七岁那年，不知为什么，突然得了一场大病，母亲带着他看了很多医生，都不能确诊。那是一种很奇怪的病，
没有人可以说得出病名。
像所有求医的父母一样，只要打听到一丝希望，母亲就不惜一切去偿试，就这样试了很多药，都没作用，小孩
的病逐渐恶化，原来瘦弱的身体一点一点越来越干瘦。到后来小孩已经无法站起来了。治病花光了家里所有的积蓄。
一天，母亲打听到很远的地方有个老中医他的药可以治好小孩的病，小孩服过一点点后，果然有些好转。只是老中医的药很贵，母亲变卖了家里所有能变卖的东西，只有母亲每天靠上山砍柴，这种最原始的手段维持一家的生计。
一般人的中药都是熬了三遍就弃渣，可是母亲往往要熬七，八遍，淡到实在没有药味了才舍得倒掉，男孩发现母亲每次都把药渣
倒在马路上，被路过的行人踩得稀烂，他问母亲为什么，母亲告诉他，路人踩你了药渣，就把你的病气带走了，这样你就好得快些。
男孩说，这怎么可以呢？我宁愿自己一个人病，也不想别人得这个病，果然以后母亲不再把药渣倒在马路上了。
日子就在母亲无数的砍柴与期待中一天天过去，有一天男孩发现自己能够站起来了，他跌跌撞撞地冲向后门，想把这个消息
告诉还在深山砍柴的母亲。
推开门，是一条通向山里的小路，水晶一样的月光静静垂下来，路面铺满一层稠厚稀烂的东西，是药渣，那条路少有人走，
只有母亲每天砍柴时经过。
gtg le. c yaz(:
luvs,
mii!(:
UPDATES(:
Posted by Sunday, June 03, 2007 6/03/2007 09:38:00 PM with 0 notes | add more notes
okiie. bad news first. yesterday dint go.. hai. so sad loh. actually wan take neos wif st, hf and sc. but couldnt go out>.< so never go. =( so sad loh. haiz. but pl told mii it was boring. haha. and poor him was left alone wif the gals while hf went off and play (as usual). haha. anywae. good ting I dint go? lol!
Today went for guitar lesson. den Miao (she came bac! ^^), St and Qiya went Bugis to watch Pirates3. apparently, Qiya told Eddy I same music sku as him -.- hu cares. hehe. so, Im suppose to pass St her pen -.- lol. cuz I borrowed from her on weds. den forgot to gif her bac. lol. so I reached bugis expectedly early. suppose to reach at 4, but reached at 3.45. so met dem loh. and St went to tell dem RUBBISH. -.- strangled her dere. hehe. den went wif st to get her dunno wad card tingy. den went bac to the mrt station. Miao went home. Mii, St and Qiya went to Dhoby Ghaut. Den St sat dere and kill time. haha.
Qiya went wif mii to my guitar claz. at hark music la. den she sit down dere for one hour. den I went for lesson. I was late by 5 minutes. haha. so by rite I lost the bet. hai. he started lesson on time, MIRACULOUSLY. hahaha~! anywae. so when I went in only Bernard sitting dere. cuz Sok Jin and Liana (dunno how to spell, sorry!) suspending lessons for 2 months. den charmaine overseas, and raymond was late. haha. so he gotta treat us to whatever. hehe~ so we had lessons liddat loh. den was fun. haha. but a lil not veh crowded. haha.
after lessons went to pay. den the two guys dunno go where le, so never get my drink. haha. no la. den juz found out tt bernard rushed off to meet frens and raymond had test tomolo. so jia you loh. lols. den I actually goin home wif qiya de. but last minute my family wan go West Coast. so I also went. den in the end never go home wif qiya. den she gotto take bus.. (SORRY!!~)
sian la. ST goin Shanghai tomolo. MISS YOU~! >.< poor st. haiz. anywae, we promise to go out when she cum bac ^^ 我等你哦~~ 20th June~ hehe. =)
SIAN! tomolo still got to go bac sku for the PETrocket tingy. haiz. juz rushed down to buy two BIG bottles of coke cuz tomolo need two 1.5L de bottles. transfered the drink inside away. dunno when will finish dem. hai~ after tt goin lunch wif Miao! =) heh heh.
haiz. gtg le. nites!(:
luvs,
mii!(:
SIAN~
Posted by Friday, June 01, 2007 6/01/2007 01:33:00 PM with 0 notes | add more notes
... haiz. so sian. no one to crap to. lols. see Miao, ur IMPORTANT(: lol. haiz. still waiting for Miao to be bac from Japan. She should be bac tonite. :D so sad I forgot wad time.. otherwise can go airport fetch her wif st. lol. and... Miao went to Tokyo Disneyland. >.< I also wan go! hai. The two artistic freaks (miao and xuhong; xuhong pls dun kill mii. hehs) went all the way to Japan loh. lucky sia. haiz. everyone goin overseas laa. Miao cumin bac today/sat (should be midnight flight), den she goin bac to china within days; ST goin bac to ShangHai on 6th(?),cumin bac on the 20th; Charmaine went to Indonesia tis Tues, cumin bac nxt Thurs. haha. juz in time for band concert=D
Oh and, last sunday, I was damn high. dunno why. maybe cuz juz came bac from camp? ya. den lawrence (guitar tcher) asked mii whether Im from uniform groups, den shout commands until throat liddat. den I was like.. -.- no? lol. anywae, yuan lai he made fun of me and charmaine when we didnt cum last last week (cuz we were lazy and busy. hehe) so I made fun of him. haha. tink he was insulted enuff for one day. ^^ and we bet tt if he started lesson late, he would treat all of us drink (but lucky, only 3 students cuz the other 3 not gonna cum, including charmaine-.-). If anyone of us (students) cum late den treat everyone drink. hehe. Let's see tis hu treat hu tis sun den ^^
Tml gotta go SPH wif ST and maybe Miao (oh, and I haven call yet) for the wen hua ying tt newspaper tingy. Vivian gonna be dere too(: But poor qiaodan's sick since the day she went bac home after the camp. Pingli gonna be dere too. hehe. maybe bcuz ___ also goin. hahaha~ [lols. jkjk. dun be angry.] and Vivian told mii tt Qiaodan said tt everyone from Wuqiong goin bac! But we still gonna short of two people): Anywaes, hope tt Qiaodan recovers soon!(:
haiz. anywae. so sian la~ ST offline le. everyone offline la. lols. gtg. post more either tml or sunday. c ya!;D
luvs<3
mii(:
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sku's startin ya...
Posted by Sunday, June 24, 2007 6/24/2007 01:11:00 AM with 0 notes | add more notes
okie. so... SITING'S BAC~~! hehe. She went Miao's house for projects on friday. den after tt we three went for desserts under our blocks dere.. it was so funny. we were eating halfway den these group of ppl came in. Dey were mostly kids larh. haha. One of dem was saying out loud," 你要赔我钱! 有医药费，心理费，还有昨天晚上的事你让我没睡好觉......." hahahah~~ we were practically lauffing after every scoop of dessert. :D hahahah~~ was so damn funny. Mii and siting lauff until stomachache liao. hehehe~ ^^
den after tt went miao's house. [actually I was standing downstairs while siting goes uo wif miao to pack her bag and go-.-]. well den we walked towards the mrt station. we sat down at the chairs at the 2nd block from miao's house [the middle block between mii and miao's house]. den we walked to the 3rd block from miao's house and were juz stuck dere. we stopped and chatted. den we walked a bit den stop and chat again. den we walk bac and stop and chat. -.- hahaha. I noe. crazy eh. LOL.
Den finally I was pissed off and den went home. =X den dey actually came to my house-.- siting was calling mii to ask where am I. den after a while she suddenly say, "ok bye." den clicked off immediately. I was still wondering when suddenly my mum called mii from downstairs and said tt my frens are here... -.-""" ya. I was damn shocked lor. let dem in den dey went in front of my comp. dey were trying to persuade Jiahui to go wif us on saturday [yesterday] to bugis. den after a while dey went. den after tt, jiahui say dun wan. den miao say no more money le. so only mii and siting. den we decided to chiong hw. hehe. I managed to chiong finish history poem by yesterday. chiong till darn tired lor. and thx raymond for helpin(: meanwhile, siting was suppose to be doing her poem too but sumhow she was reading tis darn book. she was like.. smsing in the middle of the night telling mii tt she 感动到 cry. den after tt is she cry until no tears liao and everytin. hahahahs. I was laughing. ^^
so I slept at 3.30++ in the morning.. yup yup. was darn tired. den woke up at 10 sth. hehe~ =P den started to chiong the rest of the hols hw. until now, managed to chiong finish my 剪报 and my 四大名著. but 四大名著 still got one last part left. but gonna finish soon liao. den after tis gotto find the info for the geog project den send to lishan before I sleep. Arranged to meet siting at 11am at Buona de. so I have absolutely no idea why am I still bloggin here when I haf SOOO many tings undone. hehehe~ heck la~ she still reading her darn book now... -.- hahahs~!
hahahs. okie den. shall check bac later after I've cleared ALL MY JUNE HOLS HW~ hehehe~
luvs(:
mii(:
SIAN. hehe
Posted by Wednesday, June 20, 2007 6/20/2007 04:29:00 PM with 0 notes | add more notes
yesterday went Charmaine's house for history project. 2nd time liao... >< den we managed to type out half of the report in point form... -.- haha. den went Bugis for dinner wif Vivian. Was so full after the cheese fries>< hahaha~ den we went to the 'Big place' again. haha. it's Bugis Street Market... izzit? heck la. LOL!
so we went dere and shop shop shop. hehe. we seem to be gettin closer ^^ and we nvr seem to be tired of tt place. hehe~ :D so we shopped for like...1 hour +++? hahaha~ yup. was veh fun. and we were veh zi lian.. ^^ took photos but she haven send mii yet -.- LOL. shall update another time den. :D
MIAO'S FINALLY BAC! AND SHE BROUGHT MII BAC BUBBLEGUM. hehe. wo3 qiu2 ta1 mai3 one... hehe~ went for a dessert on monday.. haha. and so qiao3 tt dessert shop under our blocks dunno for wad reason close their shop tt day. -.- haha. so we went to the Sweettalk near the MRT station dere and bought a drink. :D chatted for a while den went home. hai.....~
SITING'S CUMIN BAC! ...TODAY!!! :D hehe~ so excited. finally she cumin bac liao. miss her lots..~ and got so mant tings to tell her... lol(: yesterday chatted wif her for a little while. she bought mii a small small tortoise. (acessory la -.-) haha~ she takin tonite's flight bac. so should be reachin in the morning. :D hehe.
and sku's starting next week... 4 days left.. >< hai..~ extreme stress >< ...
HOLS HOMEWORK LEFT:
1) SI DA MING ZHU worksheet. halfway done... =X
2) jianbao [..... =X!!]
3) Geog project [transportation]
4) geog project [articles' reflections; 2!]
5) History project [poem tingy =X]
cant seem to rmbr the rest. bloody... =X hehe^^
shall go do my sidamingzhu tingy now. haha~ ^^
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Posted by Friday, June 15, 2007 6/15/2007 11:27:00 PM with 0 notes | add more notes
Last Sunday went out wif Vivian. Went Bugis Junction. We were walking and walking around. Den we went to tis BIG place across the road from Bugis Junction. It was like... full of clothes and acessories and all. We walked and walked. Den in the end got lost>< hahaha. we walked and walked and walked. Den everywhere we go, it looks the same-.- lol. We were walking around in circles. we walked here and dere. haha. Before tt, we took neos in the Bugis Mall. ^^
Tis wk was FULL OF PROJECTS. Monday and Tuesday de projects were cancelled.
WEDS: In the morning met Charmaine at 9am for history project. but we were crapping and crapping. hehe. but we managed to set all the interview questions. ^^ den went for claz outing but had to leave early ><
THURS: Did ACC project in the morning (9am again-.-). den followed by history project. until like... 6.15? lol. the second half of the day I was so darn tired tt my eyes were half-open. =.= lol. If I look up I would be blinking and blinking. >< haha.
FRI: Met Lishan at BV. supposingly to be 11am but I was late by... 25 minutes? ha-ha-ha. sorry Lishan!>< den we went sku. took bus cuz it was raining. haha. den we went to hand in our LA Letter. hehe. we were like.. so late? hahaha~ den went the Macs near her house(which was at Tampines) and had lunch. den went to her house and do geog. haha. we were tokin and chattin and like..crappin all the time lor. hehehe~ met up Vivian for dinner afterwards ^^
Siting came online juz now... hai~ MISS HER LYK HELL LA can. really lor. >< hai~ MISS MIAO TOO. and when miao cum bac got sth to ask her.. -.- LOL! Got so many tings to tell dem...!! ><
COUNTDOWN: MIAO -- 2 DAYS (!!!!!!)
SITING -- 5 DAYS (!!!!!!)
yup. and... I dunno why also. suddenly wan cry. maybe cuz these few days happened a few tings bah...
突然觉得心好空哦... 呵.呵.呵 ... 好奇怪..哦...
maybe.. juz maybe I was wrong about uu. All of uu. ha. my fault. again. everytin was my fault. being ur fren was my fault. tellin uu everyin was also my fault. Even tokin to uu was my fault. Why is everytin my fault? I didn't want tings tis way either. I dun care how uu feel. Im juz.. tired. Im tired of everytin. Im tired of always being by ur side; Im tired of tinking of uu all day; Im tired of...everytin..
原谅我..
这并不是我想要的...
但..我能改变什么..?
我..什么..都改变不了..
我真的累了.
我不想再这样下去了.
我好想要就这样结束一切.
也许, 从一开始, 就只是我在自作多情罢了..
你从来就没喜欢过我.
弄到今天这地步, 也是我的错..
是我看错了你.
...
我只想要抱着一个我能依靠, 能信任的人哭...
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没错..
时我先说再见的..
当时你知不知道我的心有多痛..?
你知不知道我的心一直都在挣扎...?
你又知不知道, 我从开始就一直都在爱着你, 从没放弃过....?
...
但也许..
这样对你和我, 都好..
虽然是这样, 我还是会一直爱着你的...
...
..直到...永远...
....
also dunno why I typed tt. lol. juz suddenly appeared in my mind. maybe I read too much love story liao. hahaha...~
gtg la. nites! ^^
luvs,
mii!(:
Band concert!!
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Today was DHS Band Concert. So nice! haha. Supposed to meet Charmaine at 5.30 at Bugis. But she was late. cuz she took the wrong train and went to Eunos instead-.- hahaha. I went to get a Bubble tea, den we went to eat Yoshinoya (dunno how to spell. =P heh heh). I ordered Waffle Fries. was damn nice but was damn full after tt also>.< haha. Char ordered Teriyaki (dunno how to spell again>.<) Chicken Rice Set or sth liddat. lol.
We went to the toilet when we met at Bugis. den went again after we had our dinner (when we leaving la.) -.- haha. I told her Im gonna hav "toilet phobia" if Im wif her. hahaha! We were walking towards the mrt station (the old chang kee dere), den got 2 women fighting like siao. -.- but we never see. cuz I was dragged to the toilet by charmaine -.- haha.
We reached on time. lol. actually, we were early. So, I was dragged to the toilet. again! .. by char of cuz. lol. After tt we chose 2 seats rite under the lights -.- haha. was pretty bright. The concert was veh nice. But the concert pieces were all "lullaby-ish". haha. so nearly fell asleep. Funny part was tt I turned and saw Char wif her eyes half open. I tink she was sleepin (?) haha. den I nudged her and she woke up. hahaha! But towards the end I was practically half dreaming and half sleeping. hahahaha. But the concert was nice. yupp(:
Went toilet. AGAIN! after the concert. urghs. cant stand her. haha. =P We were tokin tokin tokin on the way to Raffles Place MRT. haha. Tokin abt our only topic (the one we tok abt the most and all the time? hahaha). Was so funny.
Reached home at abt 10.15pm Darn tired now. hahaha. Zzzz... (learn frm pl one. hahaha!) anywaes, tml not goin out. den sunday should be goin to meet up for geog. maybe goin. dunno whether got anytin before tt not... =/ den monday another geog project wif Lishan. hehe. we goin bac sku to hand in LA letter. [too lazy to hand in by today hehe~ ] den after tt maybe goin kboxin wif the gang (vivian, hf, sc, rn; I too lazy type out the full name liao. haha). lol. muz confirm first. den weds is claz outing. hai~ goin out so many times. muz rest well tml. haha.
COUNTING DOWN: 12 MORE DAYS FOR SITING TO CUM BAC
11 MORE DAYS FOR MIAO TO CUM BAC
why's everyone overseas? =( sad. hai~
shall go now. tired~
luvs,
mii!(:
..Confused =/
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Siting's gone back Shanghai le. Miss her like hell le~... lol.. On Sunday nite, before she leaves, we sms-ed each other. Were exchanging "misses" and wishes. lol. Was afraid tt I couldnt wake up in time to sms her wishes, I smsed her at 1 sth am. She received it. haha. den smsed mii bac. lol. Then at around 10am, she smsed everyone (I dunno hu. But I got receive(: )
Was so sad. Felt like crying tt time. suddenly had a strong feeling tt Im gonna miss her a lot.. yea. true. I really do miss her a lot. lol. she's not gonna cum bac until the 20th.
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Miao's goin on Thursday. she's cumin bac early. the 17th, I tink. lol. will miss her too. during tis period, I'll have no one to lean on.. All my good frens overseas. great. great holidays.
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ha.
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dunno wad I doin also. anywae, updates for tis few days(:
Fri: go Band concert wif char. (:
Sun: -meeting up for geog project(:
-guitarr lesson! haha. raymond still owe us ANYTHING(: hehe
Mon: -meeting lishan for geog project!(:
-KBox-ing wif Vivian, HF, SC and RN. [to be confirmed(: ]
nth else le bah. the rest next time den update la. lol. ^^
Shall end wif tis story [taken from SITING(: blog.] 蛮感人的~ Tell mii how uu feel when uu first read it(:
有个小男孩，家里很穷。只有母亲。
小男孩七岁那年，不知为什么，突然得了一场大病，母亲带着他看了很多医生，都不能确诊。那是一种很奇怪的病，
没有人可以说得出病名。
像所有求医的父母一样，只要打听到一丝希望，母亲就不惜一切去偿试，就这样试了很多药，都没作用，小孩
的病逐渐恶化，原来瘦弱的身体一点一点越来越干瘦。到后来小孩已经无法站起来了。治病花光了家里所有的积蓄。
一天，母亲打听到很远的地方有个老中医他的药可以治好小孩的病，小孩服过一点点后，果然有些好转。只是老中医的药很贵，母亲变卖了家里所有能变卖的东西，只有母亲每天靠上山砍柴，这种最原始的手段维持一家的生计。
一般人的中药都是熬了三遍就弃渣，可是母亲往往要熬七，八遍，淡到实在没有药味了才舍得倒掉，男孩发现母亲每次都把药渣
倒在马路上，被路过的行人踩得稀烂，他问母亲为什么，母亲告诉他，路人踩你了药渣，就把你的病气带走了，这样你就好得快些。
男孩说，这怎么可以呢？我宁愿自己一个人病，也不想别人得这个病，果然以后母亲不再把药渣倒在马路上了。
日子就在母亲无数的砍柴与期待中一天天过去，有一天男孩发现自己能够站起来了，他跌跌撞撞地冲向后门，想把这个消息
告诉还在深山砍柴的母亲。
推开门，是一条通向山里的小路，水晶一样的月光静静垂下来，路面铺满一层稠厚稀烂的东西，是药渣，那条路少有人走，
只有母亲每天砍柴时经过。
gtg le. c yaz(:
luvs,
mii!(:
UPDATES(:
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okiie. bad news first. yesterday dint go.. hai. so sad loh. actually wan take neos wif st, hf and sc. but couldnt go out>.< so never go. =( so sad loh. haiz. but pl told mii it was boring. haha. and poor him was left alone wif the gals while hf went off and play (as usual). haha. anywae. good ting I dint go? lol!
Today went for guitar lesson. den Miao (she came bac! ^^), St and Qiya went Bugis to watch Pirates3. apparently, Qiya told Eddy I same music sku as him -.- hu cares. hehe. so, Im suppose to pass St her pen -.- lol. cuz I borrowed from her on weds. den forgot to gif her bac. lol. so I reached bugis expectedly early. suppose to reach at 4, but reached at 3.45. so met dem loh. and St went to tell dem RUBBISH. -.- strangled her dere. hehe. den went wif st to get her dunno wad card tingy. den went bac to the mrt station. Miao went home. Mii, St and Qiya went to Dhoby Ghaut. Den St sat dere and kill time. haha.
Qiya went wif mii to my guitar claz. at hark music la. den she sit down dere for one hour. den I went for lesson. I was late by 5 minutes. haha. so by rite I lost the bet. hai. he started lesson on time, MIRACULOUSLY. hahaha~! anywae. so when I went in only Bernard sitting dere. cuz Sok Jin and Liana (dunno how to spell, sorry!) suspending lessons for 2 months. den charmaine overseas, and raymond was late. haha. so he gotta treat us to whatever. hehe~ so we had lessons liddat loh. den was fun. haha. but a lil not veh crowded. haha.
after lessons went to pay. den the two guys dunno go where le, so never get my drink. haha. no la. den juz found out tt bernard rushed off to meet frens and raymond had test tomolo. so jia you loh. lols. den I actually goin home wif qiya de. but last minute my family wan go West Coast. so I also went. den in the end never go home wif qiya. den she gotto take bus.. (SORRY!!~)
sian la. ST goin Shanghai tomolo. MISS YOU~! >.< poor st. haiz. anywae, we promise to go out when she cum bac ^^ 我等你哦~~ 20th June~ hehe. =)
SIAN! tomolo still got to go bac sku for the PETrocket tingy. haiz. juz rushed down to buy two BIG bottles of coke cuz tomolo need two 1.5L de bottles. transfered the drink inside away. dunno when will finish dem. hai~ after tt goin lunch wif Miao! =) heh heh.
haiz. gtg le. nites!(:
luvs,
mii!(:
SIAN~
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... haiz. so sian. no one to crap to. lols. see Miao, ur IMPORTANT(: lol. haiz. still waiting for Miao to be bac from Japan. She should be bac tonite. :D so sad I forgot wad time.. otherwise can go airport fetch her wif st. lol. and... Miao went to Tokyo Disneyland. >.< I also wan go! hai. The two artistic freaks (miao and xuhong; xuhong pls dun kill mii. hehs) went all the way to Japan loh. lucky sia. haiz. everyone goin overseas laa. Miao cumin bac today/sat (should be midnight flight), den she goin bac to china within days; ST goin bac to ShangHai on 6th(?),cumin bac on the 20th; Charmaine went to Indonesia tis Tues, cumin bac nxt Thurs. haha. juz in time for band concert=D
Oh and, last sunday, I was damn high. dunno why. maybe cuz juz came bac from camp? ya. den lawrence (guitar tcher) asked mii whether Im from uniform groups, den shout commands until throat liddat. den I was like.. -.- no? lol. anywae, yuan lai he made fun of me and charmaine when we didnt cum last last week (cuz we were lazy and busy. hehe) so I made fun of him. haha. tink he was insulted enuff for one day. ^^ and we bet tt if he started lesson late, he would treat all of us drink (but lucky, only 3 students cuz the other 3 not gonna cum, including charmaine-.-). If anyone of us (students) cum late den treat everyone drink. hehe. Let's see tis hu treat hu tis sun den ^^
Tml gotta go SPH wif ST and maybe Miao (oh, and I haven call yet) for the wen hua ying tt newspaper tingy. Vivian gonna be dere too(: But poor qiaodan's sick since the day she went bac home after the camp. Pingli gonna be dere too. hehe. maybe bcuz ___ also goin. hahaha~ [lols. jkjk. dun be angry.] and Vivian told mii tt Qiaodan said tt everyone from Wuqiong goin bac! But we still gonna short of two people): Anywaes, hope tt Qiaodan recovers soon!(:
haiz. anywae. so sian la~ ST offline le. everyone offline la. lols. gtg. post more either tml or sunday. c ya!;D
luvs<3
mii(:
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J A N E L L E Like fire and rain, you drive me insane♥
NAME: Janelle
AGE: 80
DATE OF BIRTH:16th April
ZODIAC: Aries
NATIONALITY: Singaporean
COUNTRY: Singapore
STATUS: I'm gay
SCHOOL: SAPS, DHS
Favourite
1. Foods: Mum's cooking, pastries, KOI, ice cream, plums, and basically everything.
2. Drinks: Non-carbonated ><
3. Fruits: ALL!♥
4. Deserts: none that I don't like.
5. Colours: Pink, blue, purple.
6. Pet: None
7. Singer: 2AM, SJ, SNSD, B2ST, MISS A, F(x), BIG BANG. (this list is endless~)
Loves
1. Taking photos
2. Hanging out with friends, shopping
3. Singing
4. Movies
5. Cute stuffs
Hates
1. BUGS, especially butterflies.
2. Hypocrites
3. Heights
4. Darkness
Things I currently do
1. Going to school and mugging my brains out
2. Keeping in contact with friends ♥
3. Enjoying life (minus the studying part)
4. Growing up
5. Playing Piano and guitar (for fun)
Wish Lists
1. Change my hairstyle
2. *secret*
3. Get good grades
4. Fly to Korea and Taiwan to meet my husbands (HAHAHA)
5. Shopping
6. For all these to be over.
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