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J A N E L L E
She chewed up the moon and spit stars all over my night sky♥
Leave nothing but footsteps.
Take nothing else.
Lastly, enjoy your stay.
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Janelle. Born on 16th April.
I'm 80 this year, and I absolutely love knitting.
I love KPOP (yes I'm a hippie grandma)
Love my family and friends♥
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 thisistheREALme.
 Posted by Tuesday, May 30, 2006 5/30/2006 09:17:00 PM with 0 notes | add more notes
This is the real me. I don't care what you think. what you do. or anything about you. I just want to tell you that, I hate you. I hate you to the deepest of my heart. I hate you more than I have hated anyone else. I hate you. Its a hate that I can't describe with words. Just like love. I can love someone a lot. and hate someone a lot.
You may not know what you have done. But let me tell you. You done a LOT of wrong. Going out with you wasn't nice. I didn't enjoy any bit of it. I orgainsed. I invited you. yet, you dumped me right behind the crowd. I despise you. I hate you from that moment onwards. Why were we even together at first? I don't know. I don't want to know. I don't care.
You are a hypocrite. You are faker.. You hurt people bit by bit. and make them think that you are a little miss angel. It took me quite a long time. when suddenly, one day, I felt this loneliness. this emptiness in me. A feeling that I've never had. I regretted. I cried. I'm disappointed. You were the only one that I trusted, yet you betrayed me. What else could I do? Tell you straight in your face that I hate you? It might hurt your feelings. but I don't care. I cared no more for you ever since that day. I didn't tell you. because I don't want to be another you.
What's all this? What's all this about? you may ask. but I won't tell you. It's a reason that I will never tell you. no matter how much you ask. I wondered. I pondered. I considered all this, from the very start to the very end. We're over. It's over. You've let me down. You've betrayed me. and I hate you. I want to just disappear from my life. and you to disappear from my life. I want your life to be miserable. just like mine.. just like mine just like mine..
I may be the one at fault.. yea. Maybe. But you were tthe one who started all this. I thought you were my friend. I want to say this to you. But I couldn't. because. because. because I don't want to be another you. I just want to be a normal, happy, friendly girl. I want to get rid of you from my mind. I don't like being arond with you. You treated me like a flower. When you feel like it, you come to me. you water me and take good care of me. But when you don't feel like it, you ignore me and go away. leaving there to wither. I can't stand this anymore.
If you think you are perfect? Think again. You may think thaat you are perfect. But you aren't. You are just a faker. A good faker somemore. You acted like a little angel. I didn't notice.. till lately. or maybe long time ago.
`[H]atred lasts, [F]orever and [E]ver..
Get lost.
Nothing.Much..at least..i.THINK..
Posted by Monday, May 29, 2006 5/29/2006 09:34:00 PM with 0 notes | add more notes
I was juz wondering.. whether it all started off good. Okay, maybe it did. But hu noes wad was happening after tt day? Hu did? I didnt. at least. I didn't noe wad I was thinking. Maybe I didn't think straight. Maybe I did.
But if I did, why does this have to happen? Today? Anything can happen. Anywhere, anytime, to anyONE. Not just me. But it wasn't fair. Why? How? What? All these questions were floating in my head. Its annoying. I didn't expect this to happen. really. I didn't.
I wanted to start anew with you. But its too late now. Everything that has been done is done. I can't expect more from you. Maybe last time. But not now. This may sound like crap to everyone. But not to SOMEONE. He/she knows what I'm talking about.
You said you were my friend. You said you couldn't express how much I mean to you. I doubted that. I wondered. I wondered if you really meant that. I was happy, of course, at first. But after a long period of time, I came to realise that you lied to get me by your side. I was angry.and disppointed. I really believed you. And you betrayed me. by abandoning me. by ignoring me. by complaining about me. What else? I can't name them all.
What was the relationship about at first? True relationship? Or just to keep me by your side. So that you can act cool and everything? I don't know. and I don't want to know. Whatever it is, keep it to you. I don't want to know.
I was desperate that time. yea. Sort of, like, went out of my mind. But it wasn't my fault. I was just too desperate.. about what? you may ask.. I don't know.. I just want to gett away from you. get as far away from you, as possible. I just want to be alone for a while. That's all. Why can't you just come to your senses? Why? or Why not? Nevermind. I don't want to know this either.
I just want to make sure one thing. What were you thinking when you pretended to be my friend and kept me by your side? Were you thinking straight? Were you thinking what I was thinking? I don't know. I don't care. I've trained myself not to care about you. annd I successed. I didn't care more or less aout you anymore. I don't talk to you. I don't look at you. I am completely giving you what you deserved to have.
and the truth is.. You deserve to have nothing.
You are a loser. a sore-loser. You can't be dertermined to do something. You can't make up your mind on many things. I'm sick of you. I'm tired of you. I want to wipe you off completely from my mind. I chose not to think and care about you anymore. and I will. I will.. at least, I'M determined.
I never want to see your sickening face again. Leave me alone.
`sick.and.tired
testing! ;))
Posted by Saturday, May 27, 2006 5/27/2006 09:00:00 AM with 0 notes | add more notes
yesh. just to see whether the blog works. =)
Fwenz hu happens to past by please tagg!=)=)
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thisistheREALme.
Posted by Tuesday, May 30, 2006 5/30/2006 09:17:00 PM with 0 notes | add more notes
This is the real me. I don't care what you think. what you do. or anything about you. I just want to tell you that, I hate you. I hate you to the deepest of my heart. I hate you more than I have hated anyone else. I hate you. Its a hate that I can't describe with words. Just like love. I can love someone a lot. and hate someone a lot.
You may not know what you have done. But let me tell you. You done a LOT of wrong. Going out with you wasn't nice. I didn't enjoy any bit of it. I orgainsed. I invited you. yet, you dumped me right behind the crowd. I despise you. I hate you from that moment onwards. Why were we even together at first? I don't know. I don't want to know. I don't care.
You are a hypocrite. You are faker.. You hurt people bit by bit. and make them think that you are a little miss angel. It took me quite a long time. when suddenly, one day, I felt this loneliness. this emptiness in me. A feeling that I've never had. I regretted. I cried. I'm disappointed. You were the only one that I trusted, yet you betrayed me. What else could I do? Tell you straight in your face that I hate you? It might hurt your feelings. but I don't care. I cared no more for you ever since that day. I didn't tell you. because I don't want to be another you.
What's all this? What's all this about? you may ask. but I won't tell you. It's a reason that I will never tell you. no matter how much you ask. I wondered. I pondered. I considered all this, from the very start to the very end. We're over. It's over. You've let me down. You've betrayed me. and I hate you. I want to just disappear from my life. and you to disappear from my life. I want your life to be miserable. just like mine.. just like mine just like mine..
I may be the one at fault.. yea. Maybe. But you were tthe one who started all this. I thought you were my friend. I want to say this to you. But I couldn't. because. because. because I don't want to be another you. I just want to be a normal, happy, friendly girl. I want to get rid of you from my mind. I don't like being arond with you. You treated me like a flower. When you feel like it, you come to me. you water me and take good care of me. But when you don't feel like it, you ignore me and go away. leaving there to wither. I can't stand this anymore.
If you think you are perfect? Think again. You may think thaat you are perfect. But you aren't. You are just a faker. A good faker somemore. You acted like a little angel. I didn't notice.. till lately. or maybe long time ago.
`[H]atred lasts, [F]orever and [E]ver..
Get lost.
Nothing.Much..at least..i.THINK..
Posted by Monday, May 29, 2006 5/29/2006 09:34:00 PM with 0 notes | add more notes
I was juz wondering.. whether it all started off good. Okay, maybe it did. But hu noes wad was happening after tt day? Hu did? I didnt. at least. I didn't noe wad I was thinking. Maybe I didn't think straight. Maybe I did.
But if I did, why does this have to happen? Today? Anything can happen. Anywhere, anytime, to anyONE. Not just me. But it wasn't fair. Why? How? What? All these questions were floating in my head. Its annoying. I didn't expect this to happen. really. I didn't.
I wanted to start anew with you. But its too late now. Everything that has been done is done. I can't expect more from you. Maybe last time. But not now. This may sound like crap to everyone. But not to SOMEONE. He/she knows what I'm talking about.
You said you were my friend. You said you couldn't express how much I mean to you. I doubted that. I wondered. I wondered if you really meant that. I was happy, of course, at first. But after a long period of time, I came to realise that you lied to get me by your side. I was angry.and disppointed. I really believed you. And you betrayed me. by abandoning me. by ignoring me. by complaining about me. What else? I can't name them all.
What was the relationship about at first? True relationship? Or just to keep me by your side. So that you can act cool and everything? I don't know. and I don't want to know. Whatever it is, keep it to you. I don't want to know.
I was desperate that time. yea. Sort of, like, went out of my mind. But it wasn't my fault. I was just too desperate.. about what? you may ask.. I don't know.. I just want to gett away from you. get as far away from you, as possible. I just want to be alone for a while. That's all. Why can't you just come to your senses? Why? or Why not? Nevermind. I don't want to know this either.
I just want to make sure one thing. What were you thinking when you pretended to be my friend and kept me by your side? Were you thinking straight? Were you thinking what I was thinking? I don't know. I don't care. I've trained myself not to care about you. annd I successed. I didn't care more or less aout you anymore. I don't talk to you. I don't look at you. I am completely giving you what you deserved to have.
and the truth is.. You deserve to have nothing.
You are a loser. a sore-loser. You can't be dertermined to do something. You can't make up your mind on many things. I'm sick of you. I'm tired of you. I want to wipe you off completely from my mind. I chose not to think and care about you anymore. and I will. I will.. at least, I'M determined.
I never want to see your sickening face again. Leave me alone.
`sick.and.tired
testing! ;))
Posted by Saturday, May 27, 2006 5/27/2006 09:00:00 AM with 0 notes | add more notes
yesh. just to see whether the blog works. =)
Fwenz hu happens to past by please tagg!=)=)
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J A N E L L E Like fire and rain, you drive me insane♥
NAME: Janelle
AGE: 80
DATE OF BIRTH:16th April
ZODIAC: Aries
NATIONALITY: Singaporean
COUNTRY: Singapore
STATUS: I'm gay
SCHOOL: SAPS, DHS
Favourite
1. Foods: Mum's cooking, pastries, KOI, ice cream, plums, and basically everything.
2. Drinks: Non-carbonated ><
3. Fruits: ALL!♥
4. Deserts: none that I don't like.
5. Colours: Pink, blue, purple.
6. Pet: None
7. Singer: 2AM, SJ, SNSD, B2ST, MISS A, F(x), BIG BANG. (this list is endless~)
Loves
1. Taking photos
2. Hanging out with friends, shopping
3. Singing
4. Movies
5. Cute stuffs
Hates
1. BUGS, especially butterflies.
2. Hypocrites
3. Heights
4. Darkness
Things I currently do
1. Going to school and mugging my brains out
2. Keeping in contact with friends ♥
3. Enjoying life (minus the studying part)
4. Growing up
5. Playing Piano and guitar (for fun)
Wish Lists
1. Change my hairstyle
2. *secret*
3. Get good grades
4. Fly to Korea and Taiwan to meet my husbands (HAHAHA)
5. Shopping
6. For all these to be over.
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My History saving my memories.
Site name: Diary
Site link: http://bahbahblackgoat.blogspot.com/
Site opened: May 2006
About this site:
I have been blogging since 2006. It's kind of like an on-off thing cause I don't blog regularly. It didn't start off with this name. I changed it to this one cause I wanted to be funny. But I guess I wanna keep it this way now. Haha
Blog
yeah I have a tumblr. But it's dead too. hahaha.
Credits
Designed by Mary.
Background by Chocolaterie
Materials by ChocoGoodies, Sorahana & Rebecca
Banner by TheFadingNight
Tell me nicely if I forgotten to credit you. Do not complain anything here cause it's 100% belongs to me.
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