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She chewed up the moon and spit stars all over my night sky♥

Leave nothing but footsteps.
Take nothing else.
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Janelle. Born on 16th April.
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    Posted by Sunday, February 08, 2009 2/08/2009 03:03:00 PM with 0 notes | add more notes

    A sudden urge made me delete all my messages in my inbox. I was actually deleting all of someone's sms. Then I got irritated by everything, so I decided to delete the rest too. Ahh. Anyway. Somehow, I don't regret. I mean, last time, messages to me were considered "precious". Yea yea, I know, I know. You're going to say that I'm mad, or crazy, or whatsoever. But those happy moments, encouraging moments, and moments of blessings were important and memorable to me.

    I don't know why I no longer feel so now. Is the world changing? The people and things around me changing? Or is it me who is changing all along? I'm lost in my own world when I'm alone. I get to think. I get my own space, and my own universe.

    Fine. So I admit that I'm changing. But you got to admit, that those around me are also changing. Especially some people. I don't know. But you do. you have to.

    I'm sick of many things, sick of many people, sick of many habits.

    So I'm trying so hard to change. Attempted. Tried. Failed. Attempted again. It's always a cycle, and will always be. When will it finally succeed? I don't know.

    Life is unpredictable. People come, and go. Nothing lasts forever. I finally understand. There's meanings behind everything, it's just about whether you understand. It's not hidden for nothing you know.




    I wanna jump into the sea. I wanna run along the coast and let the wind hit my face. I wanna bury my face in my pillow and sleep forever. I wanna bang my head against the wall so hard that I'll forget everything that I don't wanna remember. I wanna run away from this world that I'm so sick of and start my life anew. I wanna dream though knowing that I can't live it. I wanna lean on your shoulders forever and cry till I have no tears left. I wanna go with you to the end of the horizon, stay there forever and never come back. I wanna dance till my feet can't hold it anymore. I wanna scream till my heart's empty. I wanna sing till I have no more voice left in me. I wanna live till there's no live in me. I wanna love till there's no more love in me. I wanna catch the stars when the moon comes up. I wanna see the world crash the same way I saw mine did. I wanna live in a fairytale that will never end. I wanna live a dream that will never come true.

    I wanna......