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J A N E L L E
She chewed up the moon and spit stars all over my night sky♥
Leave nothing but footsteps.
Take nothing else.
Lastly, enjoy your stay.
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Janelle. Born on 16th April.
I'm 80 this year, and I absolutely love knitting.
I love KPOP (yes I'm a hippie grandma)
Love my family and friends♥
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 Posted by Wednesday, March 11, 2009 3/11/2009 08:30:00 PM with 0 notes | add more notes
Things just turn out so unexpectedly. somehow. :\ But I don't know how-.- Failed so many things. and I'm reflecting. of course. Mean while, I'm also struggling. Struggling to stand up, to get up after the setbacks, and the disappointments. So many things to cope with. I just don't know if I can make it up to standard anymore. It's irritating. Really. I just don't know where and what went wrong. So how can I improve for the better? And i'm still reflecting...
2009. A really bad year. Year 4 now. So many things happened, so many people changed. People come and they go eventually. I think I'm starting to accept that now. Some people are not meant to be there, and so no matter how hard you try to hold on, they will still leave.
Friendship is a very frail thing. I realise. Things that don't work out will never work out. And things that went on so smoothly, in fact too smoothly, would go wrong in the end. I too, have changed. I'm starting to question many things in my friendships with others. Am I too sensitive? I mean, everyone is bound to question things. Just a matter of whether they voice it out.
I'm starting to reflect alot now adays. I think I'm soon going to be part of the big family in Woodbridge. How very nice.
我曾经跟你说过，我是个非常珍惜友情的人。虽然你没有给我正面的答复，但是我依然相信，你跟我一样。虽然一开始，我是有很多的疑问，但是我问不出口。因为我怕。我怕，一旦我问出口，我们之间的一切就会被破坏掉。所以我一直忍着。我不停地告诉自己，自己想的不会发生，这一切都会像童话故事里面一样。我们大家，会永远永远地快乐下去。可是我错了。这一切都发生地这么得快。一夕之间，什么都变了。你变了，事情变了，友谊也变了。我从来没想过的东西发生了。伤心，是因为无法接受我们之间越来越疏远？是啊。我怀念当初的友谊，当初在一起的时光，当初一起走过的日子。可是现在，我必须面对的，却是变质的友谊。从一开始到现在，我的脑海里一直有一个问题。我很想要问你，可是我不敢。应该还是害怕吧。
现在，虽然不像以前那样了，可还算是一段友谊，所以我会继续相信你，相信这段友情。我对你冷淡，我对你忽冷忽热，我不理你，那是因为我不知道怎么样面对你。我不知道，自己还有没有资格再做你的朋友，但相信我，只要你还珍惜，那我一定也会珍惜。这段友谊能不能维持下去，我也不知道。这个世界这么的大，我们永远不会知道以后会遇到谁，现在的人将来会不会失去联系。曾经的感觉那么的强烈，让我开始怀疑，这一切是不是虚幻。
okay. I've got to go. Been on comp for such a long time. =\
tata//
and I'm still holding on ♥
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Posted by Wednesday, March 11, 2009 3/11/2009 08:30:00 PM with 0 notes | add more notes
Things just turn out so unexpectedly. somehow. :\ But I don't know how-.- Failed so many things. and I'm reflecting. of course. Mean while, I'm also struggling. Struggling to stand up, to get up after the setbacks, and the disappointments. So many things to cope with. I just don't know if I can make it up to standard anymore. It's irritating. Really. I just don't know where and what went wrong. So how can I improve for the better? And i'm still reflecting...
2009. A really bad year. Year 4 now. So many things happened, so many people changed. People come and they go eventually. I think I'm starting to accept that now. Some people are not meant to be there, and so no matter how hard you try to hold on, they will still leave.
Friendship is a very frail thing. I realise. Things that don't work out will never work out. And things that went on so smoothly, in fact too smoothly, would go wrong in the end. I too, have changed. I'm starting to question many things in my friendships with others. Am I too sensitive? I mean, everyone is bound to question things. Just a matter of whether they voice it out.
I'm starting to reflect alot now adays. I think I'm soon going to be part of the big family in Woodbridge. How very nice.
我曾经跟你说过，我是个非常珍惜友情的人。虽然你没有给我正面的答复，但是我依然相信，你跟我一样。虽然一开始，我是有很多的疑问，但是我问不出口。因为我怕。我怕，一旦我问出口，我们之间的一切就会被破坏掉。所以我一直忍着。我不停地告诉自己，自己想的不会发生，这一切都会像童话故事里面一样。我们大家，会永远永远地快乐下去。可是我错了。这一切都发生地这么得快。一夕之间，什么都变了。你变了，事情变了，友谊也变了。我从来没想过的东西发生了。伤心，是因为无法接受我们之间越来越疏远？是啊。我怀念当初的友谊，当初在一起的时光，当初一起走过的日子。可是现在，我必须面对的，却是变质的友谊。从一开始到现在，我的脑海里一直有一个问题。我很想要问你，可是我不敢。应该还是害怕吧。
现在，虽然不像以前那样了，可还算是一段友谊，所以我会继续相信你，相信这段友情。我对你冷淡，我对你忽冷忽热，我不理你，那是因为我不知道怎么样面对你。我不知道，自己还有没有资格再做你的朋友，但相信我，只要你还珍惜，那我一定也会珍惜。这段友谊能不能维持下去，我也不知道。这个世界这么的大，我们永远不会知道以后会遇到谁，现在的人将来会不会失去联系。曾经的感觉那么的强烈，让我开始怀疑，这一切是不是虚幻。
okay. I've got to go. Been on comp for such a long time. =\
tata//
and I'm still holding on ♥
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J A N E L L E Like fire and rain, you drive me insane♥
NAME: Janelle
AGE: 80
DATE OF BIRTH:16th April
ZODIAC: Aries
NATIONALITY: Singaporean
COUNTRY: Singapore
STATUS: I'm gay
SCHOOL: SAPS, DHS
Favourite
1. Foods: Mum's cooking, pastries, KOI, ice cream, plums, and basically everything.
2. Drinks: Non-carbonated ><
3. Fruits: ALL!♥
4. Deserts: none that I don't like.
5. Colours: Pink, blue, purple.
6. Pet: None
7. Singer: 2AM, SJ, SNSD, B2ST, MISS A, F(x), BIG BANG. (this list is endless~)
Loves
1. Taking photos
2. Hanging out with friends, shopping
3. Singing
4. Movies
5. Cute stuffs
Hates
1. BUGS, especially butterflies.
2. Hypocrites
3. Heights
4. Darkness
Things I currently do
1. Going to school and mugging my brains out
2. Keeping in contact with friends ♥
3. Enjoying life (minus the studying part)
4. Growing up
5. Playing Piano and guitar (for fun)
Wish Lists
1. Change my hairstyle
2. *secret*
3. Get good grades
4. Fly to Korea and Taiwan to meet my husbands (HAHAHA)
5. Shopping
6. For all these to be over.
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Site name: Diary
Site link: http://bahbahblackgoat.blogspot.com/
Site opened: May 2006
About this site:
I have been blogging since 2006. It's kind of like an on-off thing cause I don't blog regularly. It didn't start off with this name. I changed it to this one cause I wanted to be funny. But I guess I wanna keep it this way now. Haha
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yeah I have a tumblr. But it's dead too. hahaha.
Credits
Designed by Mary.
Background by Chocolaterie
Materials by ChocoGoodies, Sorahana & Rebecca
Banner by TheFadingNight
Tell me nicely if I forgotten to credit you. Do not complain anything here cause it's 100% belongs to me.
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