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PLAY
Posted by Saturday, November 29, 2008 11/29/2008 11:27:00 PM with 0 notes | add more notes

Yup. Today went out to playyyy. lalala. So details will be next time.
Just came up to update about nothing.

and even though a bit late,
but

YI GUO NV REN WELCOME BACK~~
hahah. now waiting for our dear yitian le. haish... lol.

and since somebody dun wan to reply on msn, so i'll have to say sth here.

GAK LAO BA BON VOYAGE!

and yesh. I've developed a craze and love for ELMO :D
they're extremely cute can. hahaha. elmo's red which stands for love too (:

k tata//



DO NOT READ
Posted by Wednesday, November 26, 2008 11/26/2008 07:50:00 PM with 0 notes | add more notes

现在我真的是很烦。烦到不行。
我做错了。真的错了。我好糊涂......
要怎么开口?
我不知道...
真的不知道。
我的头好痛。像是要爆炸了似的。我想要抱着一个人埋头痛哭。
我真的错了。可是我不知道要如何去弥补。怎么办?
谁来告诉我啊... ...


好痛苦



home sweet home & quiz
Posted by Saturday, November 15, 2008 11/15/2008 03:51:00 PM with 0 notes | add more notes

YAY! I'M FINALLY HOME AND FINALLY UPDATING!!
Due to some particular reasons, I hadn't been updating very much. not so often at least. not at all. Well yea. Anyway, Australia was nothing but F-U-N. haha. The details are on my other blog. Ah wells...

oh and this is freaking shocking and (#$$%&(!!@&^*!!!!
Okay here goes..

I SAW RIHANNA AND SHE WAS ON THE SAME PLANE AS US FROM PERTH TO SINGAPORE.

woots!~

Brought back loads of chocolates :DD
heh heh heh.
Anyways, after being tagged by yitian and siting, I've decided to do the quiz. l0l!


QUIZ!

1) The person who tagged you is?
Ans: Yitian. Siting

2)Your relationship with him/her is?
Ans: Good Friends! ;D

3)Your 5 impressions of him/her is?
Ans: Yitian- Clever, cute, sexy, very "CJ" and extremely outgoing.
Siting- Clever, pretty, nice shen cai, nice personality/character, humourous

4)The most memorable thing he/she has done for you?
Ans: Yitian- hmm... Help me with homework?? lol. Or... go out play?? I don't know. l0l.
Siting- Is exchanging some dark secrets with me considered memorable?? Hahahah

5)The most memorable thing he/she has said to you?
Ans: Yitian & Siting- ermm... I really have no idea sorry. :S

6)If he/she become your lover, you will?
Ans: Yitian- Jinxin will kill me.
Siting- Alot of ppl will kill me.
L0L!

7)If he/she become your lover, the thing he/she has to improve on will be?
Ans: .....................................

8) If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
Ans: Okay these questions are seriously getting out of hand.... =.="

9)There is no spoon question.
Ans: har??

10) What you want to tell him/her now is?
Ans: Yitian- Come back soon! :D:D
Siting- Go out play!!! :D:D

11) Your overall impression of him/her is?
Ans: Yitian- Very nice girl :D
Siting- Very nice girl too :D

12) How do you think people around you feel about you?
Ans: Erm. No idea? bad probably.

13) The characteristics you love of yourself are?
Ans: Well to be honest, if a friend doesn't betray or abandon me, I won't. Unless he/she does other wise..of course...

14) On the contrary, characteristics you hate of yourself are?
Ans: Quite alot. Don't really want to mention. =/

15) The most ideal person you want to be is?
Ans: Shh.. ;) In my heart lo...

16) For people that care and like you, say something to them.
Ans: Thank you and I love you all too :) [err seriously, if there are any. .... yea sorry.]

17) Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you

1. Siting (you two no need to do le lah. l0l)
2. Yitian
3. Jinxin
4. Chenye
5. Jiahui
6. Charmaine
7. Liyi
8. Dongchen
9. Monica
10. Huiying

18)Who is No. 6 having a relationship with?
Ans: HAHA L0L! alot. lol no lar. jkjk. Nobody that I know of.

19) Is No. 9 a male or female?
Ans: Female

20) If No. 7 and No. 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
Ans: Err hahah. L0L?? But they don't even know each other hmmm...

21) What is No. 2 studying?
Ans: Har?? err... triple sci, hist, hcl, double math, etc etc. L0L

22) When was the last time you had a chat with No. 3?
Ans: Ohh. Before she went overseas :( 快点回来啊... 好想你哦... :( 我有很多话要跟你说耶...

23) What kind of music band does No. 8 like?
Ans: Oh mann... I don't know eh... =X

24) Does No. 1 have any siblings?
Ans: Nope.

25) Will you woo No. 3?
Ans: YEA. xD HAHA. But what if the other 2 (yi guo) comes after me??? *teary eyes*

26) How about No. 7?
Ans: Nice friend! :D l0l fat fruit friend; FFF (is it?? xD)

27) Is No. 4 single?
Ans: NO! With dwb ~~ l0l no lar. Yep she's single.

28) What is the surname of No. 5?
Ans: Lim. Or does she want Jung (zheng<- hmpf. mine lor. l0l jkjk)??

29) What are the hobbies of No. 10?
Ans: Listening to music, etc etc. Hahah.

30) Do No. 5 and No. 9 get along well?
Ans: YESH!!! Totally. xD 2 childish kids. Hahahahaha. Me too lah. xD

31) Where is No. 2 studying at?
Ans: Dunman High School

32) Say something about No. 1.
Ans: Nice friend :)

33) Have you tried developing feelings for No. 8?
Ans: Oh. We've the feelings of good friends. If that's what you mean.... =/

34) Where does No. 9 live?
Ans: Some condo. Hahaha

35) What colour does No. 4 like?
Ans: Purple. Hahahah

36) Are No. 1 and No. 5 best friends?
Ans: Best friends?? Ask them? l0l. But they're very very good friends :D Hahah.

37) Does No. 1 have any pets?
Ans: Oh erm. no. hahah

38) Is No. 7 the sexiest person in the world?
Ans: Yep!!! xD heh heh heh

39) What is No. 10 doing now?
Ans: She's offline so most probably she's sleeping?



okay finally. Done. Don't like quizes. Zzz. But i don't know what to do. Haha.
Okay lah.
done. gotta go.

TATA/



Speechless
Posted by Thursday, October 23, 2008 10/23/2008 03:14:00 PM with 0 notes | add more notes

Went out shopping with sittting yesterday. l0l. I bought some stuff. haish. Life's hard and sad without money. I want to find a job. But apparently it's quite impossible for a 15-year-old to find any jobs other than those in MacDonald's and KFC, etc. =______=

argh. Ideas are running out. I hate post-exam. I hate exam. I hate school. Basically, I hate everything.
>.<
<命中注定我爱你>真的很好看。
Must go watch... Will cry de... Especially this song.


WATCH THIS! :D
[and err, if you don't like blood, don't watchthis video. Cuz the girl miscarriaged. =X It's sad la... yeps. ]



yea it's sad.
don't know what to say right now.
Confused.



tata/



back
Posted by Monday, October 20, 2008 10/20/2008 05:43:00 PM with 0 notes | add more notes

OKAY PEEPS I'M BACK.
The crazy me. hah.

Didn't exactly play crazily during the short holidays I had last week. But, well, okay. It was crazy enough... :D

But before I start anything,

15th oct 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY QIAO!!!!~~ :D
Why you post your own birthday so small on your blog hmm?? o.0
anyways, you're 100 this year, so it's very significant :D
hahaha no lar.
happy 11th birthday ^^

You have been my special maid for the past 11 years of your life, so keep it up! :)
hahahaha~ Putting it in other words, yes yes yes you're very helpful and I'm the lazy one._.
Anyway, good luck for your violin exam at the end of the year!
And yes yes I'll give you your christmas prezzie (for 2007._.) sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooon :D

hahaha. count the number of 'o's. that's how soon :D
L0L okay lar.

JIAYOU AND I LOVE YOU~~

15th oct - 17th oct 2008 [marking days]

Class chalet was damn FUN:D
There were a few classes together at the same place as us. In the same period of time._.

Okay so gjx and cy didnt go. -_- we could have had a great time ya'know?
zzz. Anyways, I'd definitely miss class chalet. This class is a lot fun actually. But you needa get to know the people (:

All the movie screenings; people screaming next door in the middle of the night; waiting till 2am in the morning just to bathe(long queue...-_-); wild wild wet where we played in the rain AND water, and alot more. It's seriously fun. heh heh.

I think i'm gonna miss this class...(:

18th oct 2008

okay. And the 'birthday celebration' on Saturday. Such a pity jiahui didn't go... ): *sobs sobs sniff sniff*
We had a great LOADS of fun time...






















































































...stoning



haha no lar. Played poker cards, had different kinds of "punishments", etc. There were like 4 pizzas, 1 big cake, 1 whole chicken(gjx's idea-_-), and 6 (or was it 7 hmm?) bottles of drinks. hahaha. I nearly burst. and for the first time, guo jin xin actually felt BLOATED. whoa. That's one thing to note. hahahahaha.
(P.S. We're in the comp lab now and she is REALLY, VERY, EXTREMELY, N.O.I.S.Y... -_- yar. haish. Gorilla will always be a gorilla yea? (: )

It was damn fun. Went home at like 10++ and reached home at 11+.

19th oct 2008

Went to watch movie with dong dong chen. Btw,
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY DONGCHEN!!!~~ :D
hahahaha. Now you can watch M18 movies with the lonely chenye. L0L0L!!! Or maybe chenye want dengXX to watch with her~ L0L okay i'm joking don't smack me. >.< 20th oct 2008 [today]
yea today's results day. Somebody kill me. I'm screwed. Everything screwed. Yitian is damn freaking imba. Tsk. Haish.
more papers to come tomorrow.
Good luck to myself!!




tata/



.
Posted by 10/20/2008 05:05:00 PM with 0 notes | add more notes

Yea. Dot. Everything's so screwed.
Don't wanna hear anything, don't wanna know anything, don't wanna see anything.
NOTHING.

Why can't I just be the me a few years ago.

Ha. Wow. Time sure changes a person. drastically.

Really? 'Cause I've been behaving crazily lately.

Yes I know you don't understand.

Go ahead and click the red 'x' at the top right hand corner of this screen.









'Cause you know what?
I'm-so-screwed.
I screwed it!
Everything, everyone.
No matter what, I just screwed it okay?
Fine.
I'm so sorry.
But does it help?
No it doesn't.


and,...







Yes I'm going crazy indeed.
Lost everything. Everything I had.
Ones I loved, ones who loved me.
Trust.
Honesty.
Belief.
Love.
Everything.
Bang.
Gone.
































OKAY SORRY. I know i'm mad but i just can't help it.
Anyways, exam results are like bombs to me. yea. *rubs head with a painful expression*
and by the end of tomorrow, I will have a lot more bomb injuries. Yea. Heavier and more serious ones.
Haish. Yea it's all my fault cuz I didn't study well and were slacking etc etc and I know I can't blame anyone but still...


















...BOO YOU
G.G

Man exam sucks. Why do we have exams? JUST WHY?? I don't know what I'm talking about.
Okays. I'm crazy.




































this holiday... is going to be F.U.N



gone
Posted by 10/20/2008 04:32:00 PM with 0 notes | add more notes

BANG BANG.


































































GONE.






















































To the extreme.
yea.



dead.
bye.



2 BLOGS
Posted by Saturday, September 06, 2008 9/06/2008 01:45:00 PM with 0 notes | add more notes

It's really kind of stupid maintaining 2 blogs here and there. Billingual mah~ =D
haha.
But soon have to go on hiatus le... EOYS COUNTDOWN IS IN 3 WEEKS' TIME ONLY! like Z-O-M-G. Ya. I'm freaking out like a I-don't-know-what. T.T
urgh.

Went Jurong Bird Park last week. hahaha. Saw alot of chenye~~ LOL.
Okay. So many things undone. So many things to do. So many things to catch up with. So many... WHY? Just why are there so many things coming up one after another like there's no end to it? Plus, I haven't got the chance to finish off those given to me at first.

Okay nevermind. I'm crapping. Pissed now. Why got so many things larh. what the hell... SO MANY TESTS AND EFFING DUMB USELESS PROJECTS. Total waste of time and effort. Might as well use that time to study. urgh. I'm doing last minute chionging again. so much to catch up on Math, Chem, Physics. the others no need lar. Just read can le. History is reading. LA and chinese no way to study for them...

Saw the past-year papers ytd. Total killers for maths. ><>=(
urgh.



BIRTHDAYS
Posted by Monday, September 01, 2008 9/01/2008 08:24:00 PM with 0 notes | add more notes

WAH WAH WAHHHH. SO LONG NEVER UPDATE LE. hahaha. okay.

Anyway, I owe 4 peeps happy birthday~~ ^^
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FIRST UP: Chen Ye (陳鳥~)
DATE: 11/08/08
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY!!!~~

{知道你害羞,而且會殺了我,所以我放你自己擋住臉的照片~}

既然你懶得看英文,那我就打華文吧~ 不過是繁體字~ 應該看得懂吧.... 哈哈哈。首先呢,要先道個歉。我真的不知道這天是你的生日呀... 而且還是假日,所以沒能來得及祝你生日快樂。我能體驗你的心情啦... 滿18嵗耶!! 這麽特別的一天,可是卻沒人祝賀你。所以在這裡才把你放第一位啊~ 呵呵呵.... 希望你不介意啦~~

雖然你18嵗,可是卻根本看不出來... (是在誇你啦~...) 不過說真的,你很友善,很好玩 (表誤會,是fun to be with的意思...),也很樂於助人哦!! 跟你在一起縂覺得很開心。呵呵。你是個愛笑的人。每次看到你的時候,臉上都挂着燦爛的笑容。呵呵呵呵~ 不要因爲挫折而跌倒,而不開心哦!! 因爲背後有你的家人和我們這群好朋友支持着你!~ 雖然我們畢業后很可能會走不同的路,希望你不會忘了我... 哈哈哈^^

18咯!! 很有滿足感吧~ 呵呵。要好好珍惜你身邊愛你以及你愛的人哦~

還有,每天這樣跟你鬧著玩兒,好好玩~ 呵呵~ 市最近才開始叫你"陳鳥"的吧。哈哈哈。很可愛的名字呀~~

還有阿!! 俺得澄清一件事兒!! 你那天問我遊樂園好不好玩對不對?? 我本來是想說,"遊樂園很好玩"的!! 誰知到後來卻把它們結合在一起,說出了"好圓"兩個字兒。唉唉唉.... 現在好後悔啊...!!! 哈哈哈。沒有啦。開玩笑。你開我玩笑,我開你玩笑還挺好玩的... :P hehe~

最後,Wish you the best for everything you do and jiayou too!!

Happy Birthday 陳鳥~ I LOVE YOU!! hehe~
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NEXT UP: Siting (螺絲釘)
DATE: 28/08/08

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN!!!~~

(even though it's 偷拍 one, but very nice lah. xP )

hehe. whoaa. so nice lor. sixteen liao worr~ can watch nc16 movies with your 老公 lah~ hahax. Anyway, even though that time (lately that time), you *ahem* me because I *ahem*, but we must still be good/best friends forever kayyy. And don't always push your 老公 to me nahh...

And cannot forget me ahh!!

雖然呢,以後會分開的可能性非常大,可是真正的好朋友是活在心理的^^ 記得去年我們確實有了不少的回憶。哈哈哈。雖然有些不是很好啊....~ (like you pangseh me for 1hour ahem) LOL. Joking larrrh.

You're always mingling around us (lame kids), so you're getting lame too. haha! or maybe you were born with it hmmm? I know you're stressed up. But trust me, you're doing well!! Like, better than me nah. lol. Yup! So don't be so stressed k? Must enjoy life also!!

Ohh. Treasure the times you have with your loved ones around you (: and friends!! Actually you have a lot of good friends de.... :D

Lastly!!! I would like to wish you a happy, HAPPY sweet sixteen. May all your dreams come true! Jiayou and good luck for whatever you do!! (:

Stay happy and pretty as always!!!! :DD

Happy birthday mummy~ I LOVE YOU!! hehe~
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THIRDLY: Yitian (meimei)
DATE: 31/08/08
HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY!!~~

(: You're always so cute and of course, so "開放". haha. Even though we're not THAT close. But still good friends yea?? (: hehe. And also, treasure those around you!!! :DD hahax. Wishing you all the best for whatever you do and must remember me and all of us okayyy!! ^^ Stay cute, pretty and bubbly as ever!!~~

Happy birthday yitian meimei~ I LOVE YOU!! hehe~
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LASTLY: Jiahui (rubbish twin :D )
DATE: (today) 01/09/08
HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY!!!~~

whoaaaa. You totally should be a teacher lahh~ So fated. HAHA!! =D Anyway, it's been damn cool knowing you! Like, we are both tall, both in CS, both in BSP, both in same class, and blahh...~~ haha. Remember?? You are my RUBBISH TWIN. LOL!! So lame but so cute. hehe. We sure had loads of fun together~ even though sometimes we take turns to moodswing and emoooo T.T hahaha.

Anyway, must be confident of yourself lahhh! You're quite perfect actually lor~ So don't always complain about yourself okayyy~ All of us love you (:

And lastly, jiayou for whatever you're doing and hope we can be good/best friends forever (: Don't forget me kayyyy!! Must go korea someday together. YAY! hahahax.

Happy Birthday Twin~ I LOVE YOU!! hehe~

P.S.: Hero Kim Jae Joong ♥ YOU!! :P
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Okay. Lately so many people birthday. Haizzz. LOL. Haven't buy for them yet...

Anyways, today had maths remedial. Supposed to have CHEM remedial from 9am-12pm; then followed by MATHS remedial from 1pm-6pm. But chem was cancelled. So maths started at 9am and ended at around 1+pm. haha. Then me, jinxin and jiahui went to ghim moh to eat. THen we crapped all the way. Last half an hour before we left school, we were doing CRAZY (and i mean it-_-) stuff like climbing through windows and doing/acting crazy and lame and dunno-what stuff. haha! yea. but had a DAMN FUN day. =DD

whoa zzz. Damn tired... Want to sleep... T.T
Gotta run!! and this post is going through edits another day!!! :P





tata//



PAPA's BDAE
Posted by Saturday, August 23, 2008 8/23/2008 10:16:00 PM with 0 notes | add more notes

This is gonna be a darn short post cuz I have to get off comp now-___-

Anw!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PAPA! :D

hehe~
This post is going to go through edits some other day. soon! :D

tata/



20/08/2008
Posted by Wednesday, August 20, 2008 8/20/2008 03:29:00 PM with 0 notes | add more notes

Yay! I must put today's date big big here :D

20/08/2008

Haha. So cool right?? :P The gorilla is sitting beside me right now. Apparently not doing her PORTFOLIO -_- aha LOL. and she is so 变态. TSK TSK. She went to ak's class today and she saw this *ahem* girl. (emphasize on the G-I-R-L, girl. yes yes.) So until now(err. 1 hour?), she has been CORAZY over her-.- and that is when the blizzard comes along and attack me... *shivers*

Anyway. Ak is now officially *ahem* hers :D ahahahahahahaha. Oooh. :P tsk tskk. How many mothers do I have lah????? 0_0 这两个花心大萝卜... tsk tsk tskkk. aha :D


PHYSICS TEST ON FRIDAY. zomg I'm so gonna flunk it. Urgh. Must buck up... Yar. Haiz... Disgusting lar. Still got so many to do. Why physics test must inclue the disgusting HEAT TRANSFER?? ): urgh. Then got extra to study/revise. T.T Fine. All my own fault. I know lah... :/

Okay. So nothing much happened lately. Uhh. Yeah...

So many people got tired lately. Be it physically, or mentally; I believe everyone feels so bah... Me too... Like duh. Everything seems to be coming endlessly. Homework Tests; Quizes; And just simply more work. Yar I know I got a part in it too. Like, unbalanced lifestyle?? Yeah. So mostly it's my own fault...

I've absolutely no idea what to do now besides mug, mug, and mug more. What else?? Yea I know that, we must work hard and 天下沒有免費的午餐. But what do you expect me to do if I really don't understand all the damn things?

urgh... Not emo now. Damn tired. so don't 誤解... ><

最近又多了好多事情。雖然如果要我真的列出來的話,只會有幾項事情。可爲什麽這幾項事情會把我搞得心亂亂的?? >< 想逃避,卻不知道要往哪兒逃。口頭上雖是說說,可是心裏卻總是有股衝動。真的不知道,要做個實際的人好,還是做個喜歡幻想的人好。沒錯,發呆和幻想是我最喜歡干的事,所以要我實際一點還真得挺難的。難,在於我沒有勇氣去面對我不想面對的。所以往往那些都是事實。厭倦了。可是又能怎麽樣? 一直喊累也不是個辦法。沒做完的事還是會堆積如山,兩眼睜大大的瞪着我。唉。這不是辦法,那也不是辦法。我真的不知道要怎麽辦才好了。
好煩啊!
煩死了。
真想有一天,無憂無慮,什麽都不去想地,開開心心地度過。人生就活一次嘛。何必讓自己那麽痛苦呢。我也想開了... ~
加油吧! 如果快快樂樂的生活,那明天將會是一個更美好的一天~ ^^



覺得這段話很美(哈哈):

曾經有一份真誠的愛擺在我的面前,但是我沒有珍惜,等到失去的時候才後悔莫及,世間最痛苦的事情莫過於此。如果可以給我一個機會再來一次的話,我會對這個女孩說我愛她,如果非要在這份愛加上一個期限,我希望是一萬年。

- << 西遊記大結局之仙屢奇緣 >>

呵呵。好了。就到此結束吧。討厭的數學還沒做呢。唉唉唉唉...................................................... *drops dead*

okay. *picks myself up*
nevermind. I'm being lame. Ignore me.









"超過三十嵗的女人能戀愛的可能性,比走在街上被炸彈擊中的幾率還小。"
hahahahaha.

tata/



GORILLA :D
Posted by Sunday, August 17, 2008 8/17/2008 07:50:00 PM with 0 notes | add more notes

NOTE: Take it that the date for this post is 15th August okayyy (:




so....



HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY (guo) JINXIN :D

Yay. Happy birthday to my dear dear jinxin :D You're finally 15! hahas. We've known each other from since Year 1 (?). That time we stick to Dongchen, remember?? Hehe. Ya da ya da. I know I've got offended/dao-ed you before. But hey, now I don't right??? ^^ hehe. You've always been such a great friend (: Thanks for being there for me when I'm down. Haha. That time we'all emo together outside container classrooms, remember?? Hahaha. That was soooo duper uper lame. :P But it was kinda fun ;) You're always the 開心果. lol. It was a great pleasure being your friend yea?~


You will always be the *breathes in deep*:

2bb-sexy-golden-gorilla-guo-jin-xin that we all know (:
and the 郭哥哥 that I know. wahahahaha~
大東 will always love you! hehe. And so will we.
Me too ahh~~ ^^

Jiayou in everything you do! Jiayou in all that you are doing and wish you all the best!! (: (I know it's a bit too early and 掃興 to say this, but...) Even if we separate and go our own ways in future, you must always remember me okayyy?? Cuz I will always remember you ^^



I love you guo jinxin~~♥♥♥




DEDICATED POST TO JINXIN~

(see me so nice lo. hehehehe. jkjk~)
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wahaha. I 公開表白. lol. lame=.= okay anw.
Jie flew off to Canada on Saturday morning. Her flight was 9am. ): Haiz. I'm SO-GONNA miss her... Haiz. Her flight is going to be like, 18 hours long. o.O It's like :O haha. Wish that you have a bright future ahead (: Yeah I know you can do it. Haha.

Bahz. I'm now inspired. I want to go overseas too! Well, I'll have to start 努力-ing now... (:

Singapore VS China.
Table Tennis. Haha. Support both. Anyway, both are native to China-.- So it's like, China VS China. It's abit dumb. lolll. China will win anyway. Haha. I love gymnastics! Damn nice. hehe.

Okay. my crap shall stop here then. hahah.

Jiayou China! Jiayou Singapore! Jiayou Olympics! Jiayou to myself!


因爲有你,所以我有了動力。我愛你(:



SICK ):
Posted by Monday, August 11, 2008 8/11/2008 05:55:00 PM with 0 notes | add more notes

I have no idea WHY. But I woke up this morning and I've got high fever... ): *sobs* 37.8°C... T.T Den after tt it remained at that temperature, even though I ate medicine, until like what, 1 plus? Den I fell asleep until like.. 2.30?? Den my temperature totally flipped over. 38.7°C (!!) like zomg. My head was like, hurting like mad, crazy, 0_0 *sobs*

okay. now my temperature is still like what, 37.3?? Okay lah. At least better le... ): Dun feel like going to sku tml le larrrh. zzzz. Okay nvm. I shall go sleep somemore. Head is bursting. haha.

tata!/

(:



北京奥运会2008!
Posted by Friday, August 08, 2008 8/08/2008 08:54:00 PM with 0 notes | add more notes




2008 年 08 月 08 号

中国北京奥运会♥

正式开幕啦~~
开幕仪式超~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~壮观的!! :D

虽然不是在中国长大的,被别人歧视为不是中国人,自己心中对中国也没有归属感,可是现在,我却相信我自己完全的被改变了。奥运会的开幕仪式太壮观了。看了有好多的感触啊。看了奥运会的开幕仪式,心中也燃起了雄雄的壮火。这么开心的一刻,我却突然好像哭。不是眼里进了沙,而是因为太感人了。感动的泪水啊!!~ 哈哈。

好喜欢这种感觉哦...

我爱上了奥运会。
我爱上了北京。
我爱上了中国的人民。
我爱上了中国。

第一次有这种感觉。
第一次对中国有归属感。
第一次那么那么得想回去。
第一次,把爱献给中国。


北京加油!奥运加油!中国加油!耶!!~

现在时间:8点58分
^^ 呵~



七夕快乐!
Posted by Thursday, August 07, 2008 8/07/2008 10:05:00 PM with 0 notes | add more notes


七夕快乐!<3>
今天是中国的情人节。农历七月七日。要不是朋友告诉我,我还真不知道七夕是什么。哈哈哈。可我知道,七月七日,是牛郎织女相遇的日子哦。好可怜啊。悲惨的爱情故事。一年才能见你的爱人一次。唉... 可惜昨晚下大雨,不然我就想看星星,找找这对情人 =)

身边有很多爱你以及你爱的人。要懂得好好去珍惜他们;不要等失去了过后才来后悔。到那时候,就来不及啦! 说一句"我爱你"其实并不难。只要你有那个心,并不难。真的! 看看你周围的人。有那么多那么多都是爱你的,也有那么多那么多是你爱的。

So, spread the
love around! It's never too late for a '
I Love You', ya'know? (:

家人,朋友们,我
爱你们!!! (: 永远永远的爱着你们。就算有一天我们疏远了、我们分开了、我们各走各的了,我还会爱你们的。再一次,祝你们七夕快乐啊!!~


"除非你先放开我的手,不然我是不会放开你的手的... (: "


再一次,祝你们
七夕快乐!

♥♥♥♥



QUIZ2
Posted by Monday, August 04, 2008 8/04/2008 08:49:00 PM with 0 notes | add more notes

WAHAHA. Im backkk. Haha. Saw this very interesting quiz on Yitian's blog so I came to do it. Not quiz lah. Some weird thingy. LOL :P

You have to score 30 points and below to be an angel (:

Those in purple are true :P

1. Smoked before
2. Drunk alcohol before
3. Slept with someone of the opposite sex
4. Slept with someone of the same sex
5. Gotten into any fights with my brother (I have a brother? o.O)
6. Kissed someone of the opposite sex (Not really kiss lah. Cuz lips nvr touch. So not counted :P)
7. Kissed someone of the same sex (Lips nvr touch counted??)
8. Had someone in your room of the opposite sex (My dad :DD hahahas)
9. Scolded vulgarities lots of times (I'm sorry :S *teary-eyes* )
10. Bought porn (0_0)
11. Take drugs before medicine
12. Hate going to the doctor's
13. Lied to your parents (Who didn't? :X But nah, it's nothing big.)
14. Lied to a friend back then (Yeah. But I forgot to who about what... :X)
15. Snuck out of the house
16. Done something illegal
17. Cut yourself
18. Hurt someone (But it hurt me too. :( )
19. Wished someone to die (Yeah. I really hated that person. :/ )
20. Seen someone die (0_0 On tv, yeah.)
21. Missed curfew (har??)
22. Stayed up all night (Wahaha. New year nights and stuff :D )
23. Eaten a carton of ice cream (My wish yeah.)
24. Been to a therapist
25. Been to a rehab
26. Dyed your hair (I'm very poor ya'know)
27. Received a ticket (Ooh. Ooh. Who's gonna be the kind soul to be the first one?? :DD )
28. Been in a wreck
29. Been to a club
30. Been to a bar for the sake of playing pool and drinking some stuff.
31. Been to a wild party
32. Seen the Mardi Gras
33. Had a fight (Not literally. Arguing very badly? Yeahh. )
34. Had a spring break
35. Sniffed anything (HAHA! MANY things :P)
36. Wore black nail polish (Nope :( )
37. Wore wristbands (Yeah duhhh. :P )
38. Wore black eyeliner (Chingay!! :DD )
40. Own a 50 cent CD (I want also. Hahaha.)
41. Hugged someone of the opposite sex
42. Hugged someone of the same sex (DUH! LOLOLLL :P)
43. Gone out with someone of the same sex (Ya duhhh. I have a life sometimes okayyy. :P)
44. Gone out with someone of the opposite sex (Yup. Hahah.)
45. Stole something (I turned over a new leaf okay!! LOL no lar. just sth stupid cuz the person scolded me really bad stuff.. :X )
46. Been too drunk to remember anything
47. Blacked out
48. Fainted
49. Had a crush on your neighbour (Uhh. I don't know my neighbours. Well unless you mean the kind old man who lives beside me. :/ )
50. Had someone else snuck into your room
51. Snuck into someone else's room
52. Had a crush on someone of the same sex
53. Had gone and watched movies with friends (I told you I have a life sometimes!! :D )
54. Dry humped someone
55. Been called a slut (Cuz that person was lame and was crazy=.=)
56. Called someone a slut (Cuz that person call me so I call back lo. zzz. lolll.)
57. Installed speakers in your car
58. Broke a mirror
59. Showered at someone of the opposite sex's house (0_0)
60. Brushed your teeth with someone else's brush (uhhh. eeck. :P)
61. Consider Mac, Dre, e40 or Mistah Fab your favorite rapper
62. Seen an R rated movie in theaters (0.0 underage lorrrr. loll)
63. Gone out with friends to the mall (duh!!)
64. Skipped school
65. Had an eating disorder
66. Had hurt yourself before (.......)
67. Gone to court
68. Walked out of a restaurant without paying (I wish. hehehe)
69. Caught something on fire
70. Lied about your age in order to create an account (Wahaha. :P)
71. Owned an apartment
72. Cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend
73. Cheated with someone
74. Got in trouble with the police (I "失踪"/"离家出走" for 1 whole day. Hahaha...)
75. Talked to a stranger (LOL.)
76. Hugged a stranger
77. Kissed a stranger
78. Rode in the car with a stranger (yeah.)
79. Been sexually harassed
80. Been verbally harassed
81. Met face to face with someone you met online
82. Stayed online for 12 hours (yayyy. haha.)
83. Talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
84. Watched TV for 12 hours straight
85. Been to a fair (duh!! LOL)
86. Been called a bad influence
87. Cursed
88. Prank called someone
89. Laid in the bed with someone of the opposite sex (..............................................................)
90. Cheated on a test (ahem! *innocent look* ACC counted?? LOL :X )
91. Cheated on homework (hehe. okay lah. I 改过自新. :X )
92. Held hands with someone of the opposite sex
93. Want to be dead (I was really emo... :( )
94. Cut yourself before
95. Hate yourself (Yeah I really do... )
96. Had a crush on someone 10 years older than you
97. *NOT VALID* (????)
98. Worn eyeliner (Chingay!! (: )
99. Skinny dipped
100. Laughed at someone who was seriously hurt (I would N.E.V.E.R do that...... :X )


TOTAL SCORE: 34 Looks like I'm not really suited to be an angel huh. LOLOLL. :P

So tired...
:/



他们说过,人要天天快乐,才能永远快乐。发自内心,真正的快乐,我却从来都没体验过。有啦。小时候。什么都不懂的时候。还有跟朋友在一起时。可是,现在却觉得好累。一切的一切。厌倦。疲惫。不知道为什么,心里却好郁闷,好想哭。可我却把眼泪给忍住。也不知为什么,听着伤心的歌曲,虽然更郁闷,更想哭,却没有眼泪。感觉上,好像计时炸弹,随时都会引爆。幼稚? 白痴? 无聊? 找一个时间,谁想要跟我一起去海边,大哭一场? 哭过了,也许就会更好过了吧。觉得很傻。可是却有这个冲动。好想,像以前那样,打从心里地快乐。心里压抑了好久的情感,好像爆发出来。可是却没那个力气。
累了。
真的累了。
这次,是真的了。



QUIZ/
Posted by 8/04/2008 04:03:00 PM with 0 notes | add more notes

LALALA. Im back. wahaha. Wif Dear Liyi's quiz here.

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by them.

B) Tag eight people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. What are your reasons for having a LJ?
0_0 LOL. Dunno :/

2. What do you do before bed time?
Brush teeth. Crap to myself. wahaha :X

3. What would your dream wedding be like?
Simple and sweet. yays xD

4. What is the city of your dreams and why?
Somewhere 'ulu' and near the sea. Because I love being near the sea. (: Well including the fact that I won't drown. Hahaa.

5. Are you an introvert or an extrovert?
LOL. Depends on whether you're close to me. If you're really close, I can be more crazy than anyone, which is extrovert. Hahaha. But if you're not, I can be so quiet that you can forget my presence. :P

6. Which is more blessed; being loved or to love someone?
Both :D But being loved is better, most of the times.

7. Do you trust easily?
Sadly. Yeah. Is that called stupid? o.o

8. Is there anything that has been making you unhappy recently?
Yeah. Like alot? lols. And I realised alot of stuff through it (:

9. What person, dead or alive, is your role model?
Both. Anyway, dead = once alive. Hahas ;D

10. When's the last time you had fun?
No idea. Definition of fun, someone? :/
Hahas. Maybe it's the time when I went ECP cycling with jh, st and jx bah ;)

11. Is being tagged fun?
Hahaha. Yeah. kinda. I'm bored anyway (:

12. How do you see yourself?
No idea. :/ Important but not really because it's usually different from what others see of/from you. ;) Anyway, Just be yourself, it's the best lah. :D

13. Who are currently, the most important people to you?
Family. Best friends. Good friends. Friends. Wahaha :D

14. What kind of person, do you think the person who tagged you is?
Cute. Bubbly. Kind. Nice. ;D

15. Would you rather be rich but single? or poor but married?
Can I be rich and married? :D hahaha. No idea actually ;)

16. How many children would you want to have, if any?
2 :D hahah. Or maybe 3? Dunno. :P

17. What's better? To give or to receive?
Both :D But usually you'll feel a sense of happiness when you give ;) Cool to receive too! hehe..

18. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
0.0 whow. Hmm... I won't fall in love with both. There's only space for one :D wahaha.

19. What would you do if you (or your girlfriend) became pregnant unexpectedly?
I won't have pre-marital sex luh... -_-
LOL

20. What are you waiting for right now?
My friend to end her class so we can go home? ;P

Tagged:
Yanci, Yitian, Jinxin, Siting.


Bah. done :D Tis friday is the damn bloody (0_0) CROSS COUNTRY THINGY. ARGH. Dun wan run lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh T.T *sob* okay. This week still got tests. Just realised.. :O YAY. Miao's done. Gotta run.



tata/~



boo
Posted by Sunday, July 27, 2008 7/27/2008 04:42:00 PM with 0 notes | add more notes

I'm bored at home. Maths maths maths. All I did for the whole day was -----
MATHS -_-

haizz...





記得那時候的我們,好像很要好的朋友一樣。可是你卻突然離我而去。沒什麽特別的原因。可能,從一開始只是我一廂情願地把你當作我的好朋友。最近有了好多的感觸。原來,我們沒有我想象中的那麽要好;原來,從以前到現在,我們之間永遠都格着一道墻。這是事實。即使過了一年,兩年,十年,一百年它也不會改變。那道強還是會在我們之間,直挺挺的立着。而我們,也永遠都不可能會當成好朋友。


好朋友。這是很特別的三個字。誰要是能挂上"好朋友"的這個標簽都會感到很幸福的。試問誰不希望身邊有一群永遠都支持自己,共患難的知心好友?
就儅我是貪心好了。我想要你做我的好朋友。能夠成爲好朋友,就説明我們是有緣分的。所以我不想失去你。


我總是想盡方法來討好身邊的人。突然才發覺,好累。如果有一天我消失了,會有人發覺麽? 會有人心疼麽? 會有人在乎麽?
我希望你會...
心裏的空虛是不管用多少愛,費盡多少心血也無法填補回去的。留下的創傷,是不管用在多的淚水都沖不走的。因爲在乎你,所以我傷心。


我喜歡的你們不喜歡。我不喜歡的你們喜歡。我知道的你們不知道。我不知道的你們都知道。不是中國人有錯麽? 我對中國沒有感覺有錯麽?
我是在新加坡長大的有錯麽? 就儅我是沒童年好了,這又有錯麽?
不知道。也不想管了。如果畢業后我們還能保持好朋友的關係,那當然是再好不過的了。可是以現在的情況看來,可能性是低於零。




好多人都說我喜歡他。那一點看得出來?
自己的心事,自己一定看得最清楚。因爲是自己的感覺。看到他,沒感覺。看到他,不臉紅。看到他,心跳不會加快。這算是喜歡?
也許那是依賴。如果你們把依賴當成喜歡,當成愛的話,那我也沒什麽可以說的了。


我相信世界上有純真的友情。即使是男女之間也好。我相信世界上有永恒的友情。我相信知心的好朋友是一輩子的。很多人都說過,中學時的朋友是一輩子的朋友。可是爲什麽想要建立友好的關係,建立一個見面不吵架的友情那麽難?
也許是我太計較。也許是我太小氣。


我只想要好好地珍惜你們,尤其是你。我害怕失去這段友情。我害怕失去你們。我害怕失去所有的一切。我害怕你們任何一個人會受到傷害。這是懦弱麽?
我害怕的事總會發生。世界上沒有公平的事。可是太邪門了吧。儅我以爲我得到了某樣東西時,我就會失去它。經歷過一次友情的奮鬥,最後還是失去了。爲什麽你們要的東西,就可以那麽輕易的伸出手去拿。可是我期盼的,不管我怎麽努力,卻永遠都得不到?
也許,這世界上真的沒有公平的存在吧。


這一次的事件,就讓它緩緩吧。其實,你們倆之間的事,外人是絕對沒有權利插手的,也不能插手。因爲對彼此的感情,只有當事人自己心裏最清楚。你喜歡的是誰,他喜歡的又是誰。連當事人自己的心裏也弄不清楚。所以大家還是緩一緩吧。讓彼此,讓我們都回到自己原本的生活,什麽都不要去想,什麽都不要去管。在一起的日子也沒剩多少了。所以趁這機會,讓一切都恢復到原本的狀態。給我一個機會,也給你自己一個機會,讓我們重新再來過。這一次,不准任何人受傷傷害,不准吵架,也不准讓任何人破壞我們之間的友情!至於以前至今我所做過的傷害到你,或者使你煩的動作,我先道歉。希望你知道,我不是故意的。如果你讀到這一段話,希望你可以做出回應。至少讓我知道,你心裏還是有我的。


所以,爲了這一輩子難得的友情,我們加油吧!~






就讓我鬱悶一次吧...



BAHHH
Posted by Friday, July 25, 2008 7/25/2008 11:41:00 PM with 0 notes | add more notes

Went Tiong Bahru today for teachers' day 排練. Abit disastrous at first but after that okay le :D hehe. Zzz... Kinda looking forward to it :P so PEOPLE, 盡情等待吧!!! :DDDD

Anyway, I screwed up my chem and physics. Nxt week is chem QA and maths. Im aiming for the top for maths!! DUN CARE LAR. MUZ MUG TILL MY BRAINS COME OUT.
T.T
YES, I AM THAT DESPERATE TO GET GOOD GRADES. URGH.

And, Im feeling really the dots so Im uploading chingay photos :D

CHINGAY 2008!!!!!!



Mingquan, Jocelyn and I-forgot-who. ZOMG so sorry! ><


Me and JH!!! With eye-liner and make-up and glitter and stuff :DD FIRST DAY OF CHINGAY. (It lasted 2 days rmbr? :P)

Pufferfish. Hamster 1. Stingray. Hamster 2.

Jiahui. Charmaine. Hwee Chian. Me.

Hahahaha. The stingray and hamster 2 is today on the train, we met hwee chian den we started giving each other these 2 names de. LOLOL.


GLITTER POOL!


LOL no lar. It's dunno hu spilled all over the road. So while waiting we (being curious and playful dunmanians), went to step and step and played with the glitter. Hehe :P


HC AND ME. MY PHONE VERSION.

HC AND ME! HER PHONE VERSION. nice right nice right nice right??? :P

Zzz. SHE CHIOBU LAAA. :DDD

Jiahui's hand. My camera. Singapore as background. YAY.

Haha. Damn nice right?? :P I love the background. Woots~


ShuJun. Me. Jolene (sry I dunno how to spell)

Both are CHIOBUs!!!!! :P

Me and JH!!!

At some road-side after first-day performance :P Haha. Mascara and eyeliner running le lo. *Ewww* :P LOLLL.


Me and JH!!! Zi-lian-ing. But the background damn nice lar :P Hehe :D





MISS SINGAPORE 2007!!!! ZOMG SHE IS DAMN-FREAKING-PRETTY LUH!!! :DDDD

Bahh. Even though I damn small but hey, I got to take photo with her okay. :P lollll!

Lalalalalalala~

Yea. That's all le. Hehe. CHINGAY was in like what, February? And yea, I missed it loads ><>.< color="#ff6666">I MISS CHINGAY!! <3



I wanna go back to Primary School. I wanna go back to childhood. I wanna start everything all over again. ><





如果我說我喜歡你,你會如何回答?

時間,過得好快。一轉眼,你已經不在我身邊了... 可是我卻還是時時刻刻的惦記着你。因爲,不管你的心裏有沒有我,我要你知道,我的心裏永遠有你。




TESTS
Posted by Wednesday, July 23, 2008 7/23/2008 03:46:00 PM with 0 notes | add more notes

PHYSICS TEST = SCREWED!!

zomg tts so... -.- urgh.. forget ti. shant tok abt it. Im juz gonna hafta study hard for the upcoming chemistry test on friday. We have like, another chem test (QA) next week when people alrdy finished theirs like last week or earlier 0.0

Zzz. Slacking in the library... Nothing to do. Sian. Shall go read chem...

WAD LIFE WE HAVE MAN. zzz...

OH YEA. THE TEACHERS' DAY THING REHEARSAL. IT'S TO BE CONFIRMED. I dun tink it's this friday... (i haf no idea why siting mummy post its on Friday. LOL) Cuz xiju ends at 6. 6!! 6!!!!!!!! So by the time we find a place and settle down and then rehearse, its gonna be like wad... 7?? 0.0 Yea. Anw, gonna discuss with them later, so, wait lor. lols.

jy jiayou :D wahahaha...~

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tata//